Imagine

7. What I feel

WHAT I FEEL

I just can't help myself for how I feel

Don't blame me for what I have no control over

Don't try to squeeze it out of me

Because no matter what, strong feelings stay forever.

"You're too young" they say

But age doesn't matter

In the matters of the heart

Emotions surface, I believe due to destiny.

There's nothing to stop it

Believe me, I tired

However much I try to blow it away

Feelings always find a way back.

The heart knows no right from wrong neither bad from good

The brain is the logical one

Yet listening to it would make you blind

To everything in front of you and around you.

Look around, there's so many people

But why do I feel so lonely?

Hanging onto a thread of hope

That someday, maybe someday words would be exchanged.

Right now, I wish that someday was today

Because everybody around me has what I want so much

Though I pine on for years, they get theirs in a few months or weeks.

Just want to talk, nothing else

Just want to be close, is it a crime?

You're so near but seem so far away

So touchable yet untouchable.

If I put my hand out, I could feel you

Yet, I am a coward because I can't

You don't realize me because there are too many for you

However I hope you would soon.

There's your heart warming smile

It dazzles so much that it hurts

Your messy hair, it looks so soft

Your poise and expression can take over the world

Especially the one I live in.

I know you're a heartbreaker

Yet, I am willing to try my luck

'Cause young love is stupid, they say

It's just I can have you for sometime.

If you break my heart, it'll shatter

But I'll mend it and bring it back to you

Because I have faith you will change

'Cause it's all a façade, isn't it?

Look once again, pull me out

Know that I will be waiting

At the sides, with a big smile

When the drama is over

'Cause you and I are the magic.

Hello everyone,

So how's today's poem? I wrote this back in January in a time of very heavy pondering. The poem was lost and I just found this out recently when I was cleaning my room...there's another poem I wrote a few years back too...I'll see if I want it to come up here!

Crushing on people may seem silly and all of us has had crushes. There are numerous out there whose dreams are now reality but there are some who are still waiting for theirs to come true...this is for them. Have you ever crushed on someone? The feeling is a mix of happiness that makes you feel as if you are on the top of the world and sadness that makes you want to never face the world again. Yes, that's how it is. Crushes are not just for a day or two or for a few months...there can be ones for years....and those are not mere infatuation, that's the true spirit of not giving up, of being strong enough to bear all the disappointment and hurt and it depends on the end if you want to pursue your crush or keep them buried deep in your heart to never be forgotten.

Hahaha...give me your thoughts on this poem

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