14. I Wish You Knew

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I WISH YOU KNEW

You jumped in to my world in an unexpected way,
Accidentally,  you became a part of my life,
I didn't expect you to impact me so much but you did,
Can't say I'm not glad 'cause I very much am.

I didn't mean to fall for your mesmerizing brown eyes, melodious voice and charm,
But I did and I fell hard, breaking barriers,
Though you are close to me, I wish I could tell you,
How omnipresent you are in my life.

Day in, day out at every moment of time, I think about you,
Even in my sleep, my dreams are filled with you,
You've invaded my life making me lose my grip on reality,
You're an addiction I hide deep within my soul.

Letting others express their feelings for you,
I fade into the background, hiding the pain in my heart,
Bitter tears sting at my eyes, yet I refuse to express the extent of my feelings,
Because I know I can never ever get close to you.

You say you are not worth it,
You say you are not good,
You say you don't have a heart,
You say you don't deserve the love.

Oh how I wish to make you see the person I see in you!
You deserve this love and more,
A heart as big as yours, I haven't seen yet,
You are worth all the love in the world, you rare gem of a person.

Your easy going, fun, caring nature makes me envision a perfect future,
Your charming personality is all that I seek,
I could stare into your brown eyes forever,
And listen to you sing amd talk 'til the end of time.

I wish you'd know how deep I've fallen,
I wish you'd know how much I wish you were next to me,
I wish you'd know how painfully I hide everything,
I wish you'd know how much I sacrifice for you.

I close my eyes, imagine your warm hugs,
Imagine your deep voice spewing words of honey,
I just imagine you looking at me like I look at you,
I imagine an 'us'.

Oh I wish you'd know all my silly imaginations,
I wish I could tell you all I feel,
I wish you'd understand the extent if your impact on me
Oh I wish...I wish a lot!

Dear Readers,
How are you all? It's been a long time...quite busy and my creative juices were at a standstill :D

Thoughts on this?

Forever,
GirlzSparkle

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