[HIATUS]Why The Fuck Am I Here?!![Final Edition][N.S.F.W. 🔞]

Five: Waking up as a... BABY?!!

After that entire fiasco, I was surrounded in darkness, avoid that was dark and bottomless. Oddly enough, when someone speaks about being in a dark void, it is often described as a cold desolate place. Though I was not cold, I was warm. For once in my life, I actually felt safe.... It reminded me too much of my father.

'You really suffered, I see not one not one happy memory... Although, it seems you made two friends, and here I wished you had more. Poor child.'

I wasn't entirely sure what was speaking, but the voice seemed to surround me, and there was no record of gender. Another thing that was weirding me out was that I could tell or rather I could feel someone reaching in and searching my memories reading it as if it was an open book. It made me uncomfortable, whatever this creature or being or entity was seeing it was being played back full force in my mind's eye.

'You've suffered more than I've seen anybody in a very long time. You're only escape was nature and those weird picture books you were reading... How very interesting.'

The voice seem to reach me again, thought it sounded familiar to me, yet I couldn't put my finger on where I heard it. Through it all, I willed myself to pay attention and listen, wincing as I experience the last moment that was once my life. Somehow I could see, even though I felt like I should have been a formless thing of energy, but I was not. It was then when I begin to notice that the darkness became so comfortable in for starting to slowly eliminate as something grew closer to me.

I blinked as the light became almost unbearing for my eyes and then suddenly it didn't. Standing in front of me was a spiritual entity that could only be called God. It was odd because I wasn't a religious person, I was spiritual and the things I believed in was nothing religious so I felt like the word god was not the correct terminology for this being.

"Do I know you?" My voice, which was still the voice I remembered, rang around me just like the beings voice once did. Its eyes studied me as I looked back at it and confusion, another sense of familiarity striking me once again. He was warm, so warm, so loving that it made no sense... And yet, I knew I felt this before, but I was stumped on where. The only response I got was a warm chuckle I seem to make my insides feel weird.

'Do you...? Maybe you do and maybe you don't, but I have known you, your entire life. I'm sorry you were taken from your world before it was time.'

"Before my time?" I blinked in confusion until I dawned on me on what the being said.

'To be completely clear the harsh hand delt to you was never yours, a mistake. None of this was supposed to happen. you're not supposed to be here yet.'

The being genuinely seemed sad as we floated in the middle of nowhere. For me to hear those words, I could feel my eyes blurry and that is if the water gates had broken, I started to cry.

'To hear that is such a relief, but I'm still dead... I was ripped away from a future I wanted for myself... I didn't have a chance.' my thoughts were somber, dark as I really looked back on what used to be my life.

'I'm here to make a proposition for you.' the being stepped closer and placed what I thought to be it's hand right at the center of my chest. 

'Even through your trials and tribulations you chose to be strong. Not everybody can be, sometimes it takes the littlest things to break someone into millions of pieces. I want you to know that from watching you all this time, I never once gave up on you. Even though I failed  to save you the first time, I won't make the same mistake again so, you have a choice.'