I stared at him and whished right then and there that I could crumble to dust..."Forget I said anything..." I handed him a cooked fish and then a rabbit leg, after hearing his stomach grow like it was tormented him. "Eat. " I didn't look at him as I went fishing for more to eat, he wasnt the only one that was hungry. I could ear him scarfing the cold down and squeaking at how hot it was, but was so hungry he didn't even care that his mouth got burned, a d when he finished one, he went onto his rabbit, moaning in a way that was all too familiar to me.
"How did you know my name?" he stared at me as he asked the question, and I couldn't help but look away. I didn't know how to say my answer without making myself sound crazy, or givingmyself away. "Just a lucky guess..." I looked away as I cutted the fish, and prepared it with a skewer to put in front of the fire. His cat eyes watched me the entire time, commiting every movement to memory as he did, while saying something that really made me look at him differently. " i think I'm lin love..." He had a blush on his face as he liked at me, and I mea a genuine smile; it was this usual threatening or condescending smile... This one was real, and it frightened me.
"Aren't you like thirteen? I'm three fucking years old!" I snapped, standing up with my fit at my sides, spitting.mad. hesee dto find my display of irritation amusing, because he was laughing. "oh you have a potty mouth, shall I make you eat soap?" He tilted his head a way that made his hair fall into his eyes, his teeth being shown in his mile this time. My only response was a coarse sounding growl, which I use to warn him that he was getting a little too familiar. " Eat your food Hisoka..."
He gave a sigh and stared at the flickering flames that were cooking his meal; when he finished his first skewers he grabbed his other and looked up at me. "I'll wait for you... I don't care how long, from this moment on, you're mine." Without saying anything else he stuffed his face with food and like an assembly line I handed him what ever was done for him to eat.
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---That day on whenever he saw me by the spring, he'd sit next to me in silence, his eyes studying my seated form. This went on days, weeks and then months before he finally tilted his head and asked me a question.
"What exactly are you?"
When I was asked, we stared at eachother for a very long time, him now a four term year old boy and me a four year old girl, just staring at rleavhitger live it something normal when it wasn't. "You'll find out soon enough." I smirked, crushing my shoulder length hair out of my face. He reached out and grabbed a strand of my curly wavy hair and played with it by cooking it around his finger. " Well I guess I should say something else then.. I love your beautiful brown skin...I love that is scard, it means you fought and survived." He smiled and then stared off with a distant look. " I had a moment of Dejavu...you've been putting me in moments if Dejavu, I feel like I know you... " He grabbed my little hand in. His and examined my sharp nails.
"So beautiful...." He murmured while tracing the scars, while my eyes did nothing but study his face.. " You do realize that I'm a four year old, right?" He chuckled before going silent, staring into my eyes with an intense emotion. "In body... but something tells me you're not. Sometimes when I look at you, I see a malnourished eighteen year old girl, but when I blink, it just you standing there." He watched me with that Intense expression for the longest, before he relaxed and looked away, watching the water pass by our feet.
"You're my little fuzzy fruit! " He suddenly sang, yankking me to him in a tight hug, nuzzling his nose into my cheek. I growled loudly, shoving from his arms glarring. "Don't touch me without my permission, you do that again and I punch you." I meant what I said and yet, he still smiled at me as if what I said to him was amusing. "And I'm not your toy, you pair me in with your play things and I'll kill you!" My eyes flashed red for the briefest moment before going back to the cold golden shade.
Hisoka's hands went up in a motion that expressed surrender, but I knew he was doing it in a teasing way, this fourteen year old boy was amused by my anger, but he'd soon find out just how wrathful I could be.
"I meant what I said though, kitten. When I'm around you, I feel like I've known you for a long time. " he was back to playing with a strand of my white waceu hair and I knew this would be something he'd do on a regular. "Same here.... " I looked down at the rushing water and sighed; I couldn't tell him that I knew him in another life, I couldn't tell him that I knew him and illumi and I definitely couldn't tell him that I had something that belonged to the both of them.
"I also find it odd that when I shuffle my cards, an ace is missing... Specifically the ace of spades..." He was staring at me intensely when he said it as if he was trying to figure out of I had taken it. I shrugged and snorted. "keep up with your cards..." He hummed in agreement but he still stared at me as of I knew where his card was, I took that as my sign to leave him right there where he was, heading back home.
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