[HIATUS]Why The Fuck Am I Here?!![Final Edition][N.S.F.W. 🔞]

Four: I got Isekaied by Truck-Kun...great

'I really hate my life.... reasons to smile continue to disappear'

   It was a thought that I had always crossed my mind; I often wondered why I was treated in a way that made me feel worthless.

Here I was once again dwelling on why thing happened when I knew I was never going to get an answer.

I knew that I was living on borrowed time. My mother made a very clear that one day she would get rid of my existence, and the feeling I felt earlier before my departure from that cursed home could only be described as death. Here I was running and gripping my crystal like it was a life line, and it made my nerves even worse when Hisoka kept chuckling next to my ear.

Ever since I was a child, I could sense a pending doom lurking the older I got. It wasn't until today this very faithful and disastrous day did I realize that my time on Earth would come to an end. Today was my 18th birthday, which meant I was legally an adult meaning that I could leave this hell hole now that I could take matters into my own hands.

The lurking ominous feeling wasn't all that pushed me to this point, it was them too. The moment they began communicating with me across whatever confusing warped sense of reality, was when they constantly reminded me that I had to go, no matter what, but this sickening feeling in my gut and in the back of my mind told me that I wouldn't get very far with my plan.

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Today was my birthday, so I wanted to treat myself being as I haven't done that before. "Darking, your clock is ticking... we don't have the time, you need to get out of this city as quick as possible... they're closing in on you." Hisoka's ominous voice sounded next to my left ear. The tone in itself was irritated and ominous, yet I sensed helplessness.... Possibly for the fact that he couldn't help me the way he wanted to. The two of us got close over the years, but that's a discussion for a later time...

It wasn't until i felt someone watching  anthem following me. "Run little moth, before they grab you!" It was the only warning I got before I was ambushed, or rather, snatched into an alleyway and slammed against the wall. There were three figures in front of me, all of them know with malicious smiles on their faces that portrayed how evil and sick they were. I knew in that moment that my life was in their hands, but that didn't mean I wasn't going to go down without a fight.

"Scum of the earth... they're here to defile someone who don't belong to them..." Hisoka was speaking furiously against my ear again, speaking loudly and cussing the men who seemed to get closer to me, but to no avail they couldn't be heard by them. I completely sealed up in this situation. I couldn't help but think about all the stories I used to read to get away from my harsh reality, all the manga that I used to be so absorbed in just so I can find a way to escape. But reality has always found a way to harshly remind me that even I couldn't be in control all the time.

"Is this her? She's a beauty." One of them exclaimed, roughly grabbing my chin in the caloused hand, examining my face.

It was funny that someone considered my oddly unnaturally appearance beautiful. That's another thing that used to bother me, a lot of people used to make fun of how I looked. It's very rare to see a dark skin woman with naturally white hair, as well as golden eyes. Whether it was by verbal abuse or my physical they always found a way to make me feel down about features I had no control over, to my mother, I was a constant reminder of the man that disappeared from her life.

I didn't help now that the men who had me trapped within this alleyway intended to do very malevolent things to my person, and again it was all because I looked different from everybody else.