[HIATUS]Why The Fuck Am I Here?!![Final Edition][N.S.F.W. 🔞]

Fourteen: Fated to meet....

    Against my fathers wishes... I snuck out and made my way out of my village and up the higruse to a cave that had my mother buried, though that wasn't my actual destination... It was a detour... A excuse to inch my way as close as possible to Glam Gas City without getting caught.

Months passed since Hisoka last came up and it ended with him threatening to kill my father, which I knew he wouldn't succeed in and I wandered around wearing a hat that kept my ears hidden from the others. I was far enough away from my village but not directly in the city of Glam Gas which was definitely pushing my limits, but what better way to get rid of the claustrophobic feeling?

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Illumi's P.O.V.

I made my first kill several years ago and from them on i maintained my standing as the bread winner so to speak. Though like clock work, I was haunted by the same dream.... Ever other night, I'd hear the screaming, the crying and a sound that resembled a car crash....

With it would come a body of a malnourished girl with scard brown skin, hair white as snow and with eyes as golden as the setting sun. I've seen her face multiple times, her body broken and twitching and her broken jaw opening to try and suck in as much air as possible, only for her body to completely stop responding and shut down.

For whatever reason, in this dream I stood standing over her, unsure what to make of the situation... Though all that I felt an intense pain in my chest. I've dreampt of this dying girl for as long as I could remember, and I felt deep in my heart that I was supposed to know her. It even got to a point that I had to ask psychics and others people who's profession involved depicting and deciphering dreams and they all said the same thing to me...

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"The Unknown Tied You Together."

At first I really thought that it was just paganistic mumbo-jumbo, until it wasnt just that dream of her I'd get, but others of her that made me question if the teachings that my family made me do over the years completely fried my brain. No matter how much I woke up, cleared my mind, I was back to ground zero with this unknown dying girl filling my head.

Like before, here I was sitting in my bed gasping for breath after waking up from the same dream, though certain things were different. Someone else was standing with me this time, I could hear how broken and angry he sounded, repeatedly shouting "kill them" it was like a scratched disk repeating a certain section of a song on repeat. "...at this rate, I'll fail my mission. " I flopped backwards on my bed and stared up at my ceiling until I was once again pulled into a dream with her face being the main focus.

Greatfully, there was no blood, her skin was still scard and she still looked malnourished but she was smiling and holding two objects in her hand. One looked to be a card that had the ace of spades and a needle that was identical to the ones that I use.

With that realization, I jolted out of my sleep, staring at my wall. It wasn't the dream that forced me awake, but a feeling that was once confusion and quickly became something else....

My pins... The same kind I normally use when using my nen ability, I noticed for a while that a pin was missing from the set that I had gotten on my seventh birthday. Fifty of them were supposed to be in the case my mother gifted me only, there were fourty nine....

Seeing my pin in that dream in the hands of the one girl I've never met seemed to answer that question, but it left me with another mind boggling one... How in the hell did she get her hands on it?!