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Six: Nightmares of the past

Fourteen year old Blake Wonderwick

FLASH BACK

Here I was having a dream about one of my worst memories, and it was a memory of my mother starving me over the years. In her actions shecomplaind about how the love she had for me turned to hate and that she wished I didn't exist... wished I didn't have his hair... wish I didn't look like him at all....

Wish that I didn't remind her of what she lost....

And like always with my days of torture, I crept back inside my basement room to hide from it all, locking myself away. I was so exhausted when I finally got to the dark space of the basement that as soon as I hit the blankets on my bed, I passed out from the lack of energy and was taken to a place where the two I've began to rely on, awaited me.

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" Don't poke her like that .. she's already weak. " I could hear Illumi's emotionless tone, and the feel of soft yet strong callused hands gripping my shoulder and knee. When I opened my eyes, black hair was in my line of vision as well as a pair of cat like golden eyes. Hisoka was staring at me with his usual smile, yet it felt unnerving to stare at. "Hisoka..if I'm here that means I'm sleeping..." I could barely move, I watched in frustration as I tried to lift my hand only for it to twitch. "She's still starving you... You're barely clinging to life, Blake." Illumi had a bottle of water that hs used to pourdiwn my throat in increments.

When he turned his head to reach for something next to him, he turned to look down at me while chewing. His lips covered mine as he fed me from his mouth. I felt like a weak baby bird getting fed a worm. Honestly this was disgusting but I had no energy to push him away or physically chew so I swallowed what he gave. "Move Illumi, I want to feed her next. Don't make me beg~." The magician I've gotten close to, pushed Illumi's head away before his lips were on mine, feeding me just the same.

I tasted well seasoned chicken. The flavored of the spices reached all the way down to the meat and I moaned at the tastes as I swallowed feeling the food hit my stomach. It was a vivid feeling that made me wonder if I was actually getting fed. When Hisoka pulled back from me, I watched his tongue dart out and over his lips, purring like a kitten. "hmm, you taste amazing...and it seems some of your strength is coming back. " He gave a playful smile, bopping my nose with the stiletto nail of his index finger.

I stared at him as if he was fucking crazy and slightly turned my head to glanced at Illumi, who still held me in his arms. "Are you sure that's not the chicken you're tasting...?" I rose my eyebrow at him, and watched his face shift with a mochevious look, moving his body so that he sat right between my legs, smirking his ass off. "Want me to eat you to make sure?" He arched a red brow, only to be stopped by Illumi.

"Now's not the time...." He shook his head going back to feeding me like I was a baby penguin. Hisoka scoffed and grabbed my legs. "The gown you're wearing is also nice, out faces are plastered on the front this time. At least ist not that hobo." He hummed as helifted the end of my oversized shirt, starng at my scard legs and stomach. I watched his fingers trace every one that was visible to his catish golden eyes. Hisoka was always the more physically expressive one, while Illumi was reserved, and it only got worse the older I got.

I remember on my thirteenth birthday I woke up to see a murky shadow of him hovering over my body. It was weird and because I've seen.my egg doner fuck multiple men I already knew what it was he wanted. Surprisingly, he decided not to do what I thought he would do, instead .... He decided to leave his mars over evw visible scar on my body and go down on me in the process.

You in the audience, you're all wondering why. Grown man was going on a thirteen year old kid. Because I fucking let him, quite honestly they were the only ones I eve wanted to have me, but let's saw that for another flag back.

"It's getting worse isn't it, my scard fruit. " He stared at me with eyes that seemed sad. I had always knew that there was something more to the both of them, and my answer was staring me in the face. I looked away, not wanting to talk about it right this second, feeling his large but danty hands runs my thighs in a soothing manner. He also did something strange, he leaned forward as far that his head rested on my stomach, his strong arms locking around my waist and under my back.

"We're here for you my love.... You're ours so you must tell us when something is wrong. In this place is you're escape... It's the only place where you're free with worry " Hisoka turned his head so that his chin was resting against my stomach. "I hear you, Hisoka. Dont get your dick in a wad." I stared at him a moment more before turning my tired eyes on Illumi. "I would rather my cock was in you... But I'd have to wait for that." My face turned red at his blunt words as Hisoka shifted, his ear pressed against my rib cage, more than likely listening to my heart.

Hisoka lifted his head to say something....

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Yet I woke up with a big face staring down at me. It was the face of my father who had pure wire hair brown skin and silver eyes he greeted me with a gentle sharp tooth smile, but I laid there with my lip trembling because I wanted more than anything to be in their arms again, but I had other things to do...

In order for me to get to them, I had to get stronger. It was a must and something I wouldn't give up on no matter what.

"What're you thinking about Kiwi? " My rather tilted his head at me as he asked me a question he knew I couldn't answer yet, my only response was filling my diaper with a stink bomb, gigging loudly.