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Fifteen: So I don't need Nen....

Five Years Later....
Kiwi is nine...

As I grew in physical strength as well as my aura and power, I became distinctively aware of a strange ability I acquired over the years, and it only seemed to get stronger and progressively more aggressive.

My strange rage mode had a scary explosive telekinetic ability that had some correspondence to my Nen ability, though it also had healing attributes. It was the same healing attributes that I used to heal Hisoka's broken ribs once before. It was rather odd and I had no way of categorizing it; the stronger I got... the stronger it got, and the stronger the darker side of it became. Me being me, I was welcoming to my darkness, I mean how else does a person achieve balance if they don't acknowledge even the most darker parts of themselves?

Even though I accepted the darkest part of me, it was still something I didn't want to unleash on anyone. My strange ability and the darkness that came out of it were both two sides of the same coin, if I could give my teleconetic and healing ability the head side of the coin, then I would give the blood thirsty horned abomination the tail side of the coin.

I remember showing father my unexplained form and later on showing the darkness that came from it. I saw nothing but pride radiate off him. He explained very little, but told me that I was of equal halves of himself and Mother [Mother being a dark elf and father being a magical beast of light.] It was at that moment I named both parts..... 太陽 Taiyō Sun 日食 Nisshoku Solar Eclipse.

My father also decided that because of that explosion of power he wanted to see which category my Nen fell under. Ironically, in the end I found out that I was a Specialist.... Yet I had a placement in all Nen categories which has never happened before, and it made me wonder if that entity that revived me went a little overboard with the gift he wanted me to have.

That all brought me back to thinking about my abnormal physical strength and it made me wonder. If I actually needed Nen or not... And the answer to that question was just a surprising: No, I really didn't need it. At this point I was fluent in fighting techniques from my actual world as well as the fighting techniques my father passed down to me, which made me a beast when it came down to physical fighting....

Was I maybe a little too over powered? Sheesh I didn't even want to think about that right now... The overload of possibilities hurt my head.

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With such a busy day I decided to leave the safety of my village and go in person to get a better look at Glam Gas City. I was feeling cramped and claustrophobic so, I took it up on myself to explore the land around where I lived. Our clan lived on the outskirts of the mountain right outside the city Glam Gas, though tonight was lively only because there was a circus act going on and I didn't want to see it. I already knew who it was and I didn't feel comfortable being spotted by him from the crowd. Knowing him and his eccentric behind, he would have found a way to introduce me into his little magic trick.

Instead I decided to explore around the city, people watch, window shop anything a kid would do if they were fascinated by their surroundings.... That is if I was a normal kid.... And sadly I did try my best but people passed by me and made sure to leave a wide birth of space. I guess they all picked up that I was a very different child.

Dad was very cautious when it came to my whereabouts, he didn't want anyone from the outside knowing where I came from because I was dangerously powerful, meaning I could become a target, a bounty.