What Am I Doing? [Completed]

Chapter 3 - Detention

Just heard this song when I was tying this.

Song: Give Me Love - Ed Sheeran

~ Lydia ~

Lunch was almost here and since I have office assistant, they let me off 10 minutes early. I head out to my car but stopped halfway. Thinking if I should just skip this day but as soon as I was about to keep going, I turned around and see him pacing back and forth, checking his watch, and leans against the window.

"Is he waiting for me?" I mumbled, scoffed. Feeling so conflicted and tired, I head back upstairs.I walk up to his door reading, "Jacob Pann. " His name kinda sounds interesting and I mumbled his nae to see if there was a ring to it. I stood by the door and he apparently talks to himself. I kind of find that pretty cute so, I just stood there with my hands crossed.

"God...Where are you? She's so out of my league...beautiful, yes...sexy, beyond." He leaned back on his chair and covered his eyes with his arm after checking his watch. I tip toed over and look over him at his chair. He started to look irritated and bit his lip. I pretty much found that attractive really. I smiled a little and tip toed to my desk. I quietly set my stuff down, set my feet on the desk, and slouched back with my arm over my face. I scoffed which then I hear his chair turned, I quickly faded my smile and remained silent. I could hear his footsteps getting closer and the feeling of my heart beat.

~ Jacob ~

As soon as when I was about to give up and walk out, I hear someone and turned my chair. I see her, sleeping in a leaned back position with her feet on the desk. I wondered how long was she there since I never even bothered to look at her desk. I quietly get up and walk to her. Every step towards here, I feel myself getting hot and my heart beating faster.

I stood over her, looking down at her. I bit my lip and couldn't help but scan her. Her arm over her eyes, her legs on the desk, her thighs spread a little bit apart, and her hair caught in her low crop collar. I want to kiss her so badly but instead, I gently moved her hair to the side and she moved. I held my breath but she didn't wake from that. Her face turned towards me, her arms crossed which lifted the top view of her boobs, and now one of her legs on the desk. She even looked beautiful while sleeping. I hesitated as I drew closer for her face. I stopped and without thinking, I leaned down, closed my eyes, and kissed her. She didn't move so I pierced my tongue through her lips. This looked so bad but it felt so good.

I distance away, slowly, and her expression was in shock. I didn't know what to do or even how to respond. She quickly got up and pushed passed me. I grabbed her arm but she still faced away from me.

"Wait...please, I..." I felt horrible and from her arm, I can feel her shaking as if she was scared. I wanted to hold her and kiss her passionately again but she shoved my hand away and ran off. I ran after her but lost her as I turned the corner. Disappointed and frustrated, I walk back to the classroom, got my things, and drove back to the apartment. I placed my keys in the door knob and looked at her door. I wanted to knock and apologize but after that, I don't think she wants to even look at me.

"Fuck." I mumbled.