Worthy Of Love

Surprise surprise

(Song: Yours by Conan Grey)

Jimin

"You want to come in?" Those words were almost too sudden for my poor heart to keep a level head.

I mean, after two weeks of us walking together from the Uni to her dorm had become the only thing I looked forward to these days. I loved seeing her simply exist, her little sighs and hums, her unsteady footsteps when she tried to imagine something and walked on the edge of the footwalk. I loved watching her head bob as she played music, almost too loud for her own good, because I could hear the music even with her headphones on.

I was really happy because while I knew I didn't have a lot of time, I also knew that I couldn't bulldoze my way through this, it would only lead to further problems. So for now, I settled for what I could get my hands on. It was desperation and I regret none of it. Sure there are days when I wanted to talk to her but we weren't there, not just yet.

So when she gave me the invitation, I was knocked off my routine. But it was a welcome distraction. An intrusion that I have been preparing for. But it still caught me off guard.

"After you." I said after she warned me. My agreement bought a smile on her face so I simply choose to bask in that.

She opened the front door of her building and waited for me after she took two steps in. Still in disbelief, I somehow managed to walk through the threshold without stumbling, my heart still beating fast at the anticipation of being closer to her than I have been in all of two months.

We rode the elevator quietly as she led the way to her dorm unit, I walked with a considerable amount of distance between us. She punched her code which I had etched in my memory now but I still looked away, unconsciously.

"Come on in." She spoke, her husky voice a music to my ears.

"Something smells nice." I said as soon as I stepped in her foyer, feeling awkward about not having said a word from the front entrance of her dorm to her unit.

"Oh, I have been using scented candles these days a lot. They help me relax." She said as she walked further in her unit and dumped her bag the chair that she always does.

"They smell nice, is it rose?" I asked, wanting to keep her talking, just so I can hear her voice.

"Yeah, now come in. I have something for you." She said, with a small smile and blush creeping up her skin.

I followed her as she led me towards her kitchen area. She pulled one of the bar stools and gestured for me to sit. She stood there looking all cute and a smile found it's way up on my lips. She has lost a little bit of weight, I suspected that was due to her project where she had to run around everywhere but she still had those full cheeks which were my favourite. She was short and chubby, a perfection wrapped in a five foot nothing midget so it was hard to keep my hands off of her. She was so damn soft that I could be lost amongst all that she is if she allowed me to.

"What are going to do?" I said as I sat down on the stool and heard her shuffling away towards her small refrigerator.

"Oh well, just a little something." She said as she bent down to give me a perfect view of her butt.

Not now.

I thought to myself as I felt myself twitching down there. It had been two months since I have even touched myself, let alone another woman because it was out of question. Due to the entire fiasco I would always exhaust myself to the brink of not being able to keep my eyes open because then, life wouldn't be so miserable. The past two weeks had been better but I hadn't felt the need to touch myself, yet here we are. The little guy twitched at the mere look at Olivia's ass.