Worthy Of Love

A never ending debacle.

Olivia:

March rolled in, with the winter almost reaching it's tail end, I saw through the end of my first year in this country.

Alot happened in the past four months. After the whole fiasco of Jimin trying to talk to Jungkook, they had a fall out. I eventually got to talk to Jungkook but it didn't end well. Which resulted in us losing out on our friendship as well.

We somehow wrapped our project together and then bid goodbyes to each other. I didn't mind that he didn't want to be friends with me anymore but his fallout with Jimin had been hard on them both. I initially proposed that we call off the arrangement and he agreed that we just stay friends which worked really fine. We had become each other's safe place due to our fall out with Jungkook, while I was handling it with difficulty, Jimin was devastated. Jungkook had stopped showing up to meet the boys as well, as I have heard from the girlfriends who I had befriended pretty quickly, Jungkook made an announcement that as long as Jimin was in the group, he wouldn't see others as well. The boys were torn, Jimin was hurting too much from losing his best friend who was like his brother.

In lieu of that, Jin being the oldest and definitely the wisest of them all proposed that they would meet both of them every alternate day. At first it didn't sit right because it seemed like Jungkook really was cutting everyone off over me but then I realised, it might be just more than that. Regardless, Jungkook did not agree with the arrangement at first, Seokjin said that either he could choose the option or the group would have no problem cutting him off.

Talk about being cutthroat.

The other men accepted reluctantly as stated by Yuki, Yoongi's long time girlfriend. Jungkook almost got cut off until two weeks into the silent treatment and he decided to take up on the way that Jin suggested.

"Seokjinie was really heartbroken when he came to that decision. He didn't go to work for days at the end yet he was also not going to put up with Jungkook's bullshit, especially when Jiminie had apologised countless times." Said Sakura, a sigh leaving her lips as she continued "and this time I am with Jinnie, Kook is acting irrationally, regardless of his feelings, we have been there for him since he was 18. It hurts me to think that he would choose to cut us off then to rather accept Jiminie's apology." Said Jin's girlfriend, who was also Yuki's older sister.

Jimin and my friendship thrived amongst this, we weren't exactly meeting as much in person because we were worried we would drive Jungkook to the edge but...bad decisions were made. One night he got drunk, almost shitfaced drunk but still carried himself upto my dorm.

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It was 1AM, I was working on the finishing touches of my project. Letting out a huff, I finally shut down the laptop and stretch my limbs standing up. I heard a few cracks in my bones before I heard the loud ringtone of my phone which gave me an involuntary jump scare.

"Holy shit, this thing will be the end of me." I said as I foraged my phone which was buried six feet under my pile of books, syllabus and class materials along with research papers.

"Hello?" I sing along, as I saw Jimin's name flashing.

"Olib...." He said, half slurring and half mumbling as I hear someone shouting from the background.

The fucker is drunk.

"Jimin? Hello? What's going on?" I ask frantically, worry lacing my voice because the shouting in the background now consisted of profanities.