Worthy Of Love

Love?

Jimin-

"Oh fuck." I said as I dug my head into the pillow out of sheer ecstasy of still being nestled deep inside of her and glad for the condom because I came so unexpectedly.

We had been going at it for a while now, I don't even know how many orgasms Olivia had. But I was starting to feel a little dizzy now. We haven't had sex in a few weeks, with my work going crazy and her preparing for her exams. So the build up was there, tension was there. And Olivia being one of the hottest woman to walk this earth seduced me, without even trying.

"You know, every time you're on top of me, I lose all sense of control." I said breathlessly, feeling myself softening.

"Well, that is a compliment I am glad to hear." She said while brushing her now longer hair away from her face and kissed me as she got off of me and walked up straight towards the bathroom.

I catched my breath a little as I got rid of the condom, after discarding the condom I walked towards the bathroom where I heard the shower run. I unlocked the door, which Olivia never locked from the inside and went on to empty my bladder, wash my hands before jumping in the shower with my ever so voluptuous, curvy and beautiful girlfriend.

Those words sounded so good in my head, knowing that she didn't hide the fact that she was committed, deliberately going out of her way to tell people about being my girl. Something about it made me so damn happy, knowing that people knew she was my girl.

"Hey! You cannot sneak up on me like that." She said as I went behind her and wrapped my arms around her.

"Baby, I was hardly trying to sneak up on you. You knew I came in 5 minutes after you." I said, her lush soft skin and pudgy stomach feeling oh so soft under my touch.

"Let a girl dream." She said as she went on to ignore me and move her hair to let the water wash her neck.

"I promise to build you a house with a shower so big that I can actually sneak up on you." I said as I reluctantly let her go and let the water wash off the sweat. 

"You don't have to build it alone, we can do it together." She said, her voice gentle and sweet as she turned around and gave me a sweet smile.

God I love her.

A moment or two passed, I blinked a few times.

My smile fell as the realization just dawned on me.

I was in love with Olivia.

Love? Me? With Olivia?

My body froze up, the cold water doing absolutely nothing to bring me back to reality as I looked at the woman who stood in front of me.

He brown skin looking exquisite under the running water and hair sticking on to her skin. Her eyes blinked rapidly before concern took over her features.

"Bub, are you alright?" She said as she came closer and I took a step back.

"Jimin....what...what's wrong?" She asked, her face now contorted in a disturbing expression.

"I-I am sorry. But...I gotta leave." I said as I somehow managed to get out of the shower not falling on my ass.

I got out of the shower, threw some clothes on and looked for my wallet and phone.

"Jimin! What's going on?!" Olivia asked as she came out, the towel wrapped around her.

On any other day, I would be turned on but right now, I was scared. I needed to get out. I needed to do something else. I needed to talk to someone else. Anywhere. Anyone. But not here.