Useless Struggle!

Just a side joke...

For some reasons I felt relax knowing that my time would be over. I heard people say something about it being really stressful and so on. Yet for me it was like savation. I didn't dreaded the time to come. I was also not scared not terrified or anything. It was really weird and I thought that this was definitely not a natural feeling. However I didn't really care at this moment. Why should I worry about anything if my time was near?

Dragon: Hu-Cale... do you enjoy going to the sea?

Me: Never been to one.... but I have heard that it should be calming and relaxing.

Dragon: I will never understand that.

Me: Takw it as some kind of vacation of the mind.

And this will be last one I will enjoy the fullest.

I won't let anyone to actually break my spirit right now.... not after I feel better....

The feeling I had in my chest, that one that was drowining and choking me, was not that bad right now. I felt at peace and it was not that bad. It felt as if I was back to being normal for once. I don't even get when I felt like this the last time. It was really nice. So I wouldn't let anyone tell me anything otherwise.

Hong: Cale, do we have to go with you too?

On: I hate water!

Hong: I also don't really want too!

On: Can we stay home?

Me: Sure.

These kittens were not really kittens but shape-shifters. For me they were cats and I would stick with that for now. I liked cats a lot and their fur was calming me down. I would also love to pet the dragon if not for the dragon who wasn't allowing me to do that at all. From everyone in the room, it was Hong who was the cat that I had in my hands the most. 

Hong: Thanks.

On: Thanks!

Me: Don't make troubles for Ron.

Hong + On: We won't! We promise!

I nodded at them and took the dragon with me while I got out of my room. It was time to first get myself under controll and look somewhat decent before I would get to that ship and my final moment. I felt as if this was a last dance with life and had to dress up according to it. Of course I went to the kitchen first to get something to eat. I could have called Ron but I felt better going to the kitchen and then ask to be the one preparing the food. There was one dish, I was craving for soo long and I was not allowed to actually get to the kitchen with all the dangerous people aorund me.

Dragon: What are you doing?

Me: I cicked out the kitchen staff as you saw.

Dragon: I did but why?

Me: Because I want to do something and no one is letting me do it.

Dragon: ... you can cook?

Me: I can....

The dragon didn't say anything anymore as I quickly started looking around for the ingredients that I needed for the dish I wanted to make. I really just wanted to make something simple but something they didn't know about. It was a dish from my favorite restaurant back then and I was tired to get to an italian restaurant to get it which is why I learned how to make it.

Dragon: What can you do with just this?

Me: Just watch me.

Just like that I quickly got to actually make the food. I prepared some bacon and then threw a piece over to the dragon which lovingly started chewing on to it. Meanwhile I continued making my pasta and then the noodles for it. It was a dish which takes around an hours or less but it was a nice one. I loved Spaghetti Carbonara and no one knew how to make it.

When I was done with it, I put some on the plate for the dragon and some for the cats as well and for myself too. The question was only how I would carry it back to my room but even that got solved as the door was slammed open by Ron who looked at me concerned. I really didn't know what he was thinking to barge in like that but he stopped in track right there at the door and looked at me quite perplexed.

Ron: Master Cale, ... may I ask what you are doing in the kitchen?

Me: Trying to poison everyone.....