I don't need your help

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Hey! sorry for the slow updates

seems i can not be as active on wattpad as i was when i started my first stories :) 

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I don't feel safe in my own home anymore. Almost every second I can feel BEN watching me from some device. At least he has the tiniest shred of human decency to allow me to change. The only thing my parents notice is that whenever they want to watch the news, the channels are static. They're thinking about hiring a repairman.

I stay inside almost constantly, per BEN's request, leaving me craving sunlight. My parents, for some reason, don't seem to notice my stress or the bags under my eyes. I've been losing sleep rapidly, knowing that I'm being watched, and every time I do have a dream, it's about one of my friends dying and BEN taunting me, saying I want this to happen.

I nearly jump out of my skin one night when BEN's voice emits from the PC. It's exactly the same as in my nightmares, but a bit muffled.
"Would you like me to help you sleep, (y/n)?"
I shake my head without looking at the PC.
"Speak to me, I want to hear your beautiful voice."
"I don't need your help," I say, my hands clenching into fists. "stop trying to get me to do things for you."
"I'm trying to help you."
I pause, and then I sigh, my shoulders slumping. "Fine. Only because I'm desperate. What do you have in mind?"

Once again, BEN goes through the unsettling process of emerging from the PC. I notice that his form is much more pronounced, not as blurry as last time. "I could hold you in my arms and sing you songs until you fall asleep."
I scoff and flop back down on my bed, covering myself with blankets. "Yeah, right. Like I'd ever let you do that."
The sharp spearlike link ending the chain pokes my back. "Don't make me punish your parents just because I want to help you sleep." His voice is so quiet and level, almost like he's talking to himself about what to have for lunch.
I freeze, and then slowly stand up, my head down.
BEN wraps his arms around me in a tight hug. I realize he's gotten a great deal warmer, more real feeling. Almost immediately I fall limp in spite of myself. Everything catches up with me, and I start to cry. Quiet sobs escape me as I feel the bed underneath me and hear the rattling of chains and soft humming.

This horrible creature, this thing who threatens to murder my parents and uses them as a bargaining chip for affection,

is the most human person I've ever met.

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