Ego over Relations

Weird Feelings

Author's POV

Next morning, Ben planned fun day with Sita at backwaters. John(Ben's dad) asked to take Joseph and Nithya with them. He doesn't want another news scandal. Nisha tagged along, none of them want her but they couldn't avoid her. 

Sita was so excited seeing waters, ran straight into waters, started jumping in joy. 

"You must be a good swimmer, running into water like that" Nithya said 

"I don't know swimming" Sita said 

"You don't know swimming? How can you jump into water like that?" Ben scolded 

"I love water and there is no water sports I didn't do with Santhu...It's impossible task for my parents and his parents to get us out of water..." Sita said excitedly 

"You don't know swimming and you stay in water... that fellow is careless..." Ben scolded Sita cursed Santhu

"Santhu is the best swimmer, he can take care of me" Sita said in defense. Ben's jealousy for Santhu increased ten fold

Sita's POV

Ben excused us and took me far away from the group. When we were out of the sight, he took me to waist length water, cupped my face looking into my eyes.

what is he doing to me? I feel so shy, couldn't look into his eyes

"I love you Sita" he said moving his face near mine. 

"Do you trust me Sita?" He whispered in my ears? I nodded breathing heavily

"Take a deep breath and hold" he said. I nodded

"Dip into water with me, don't  be scared, I wont let anything happen to you" he said and took me inside water.

Water is so clear, I could see Ben"s face clearly. He brushed his lips over mine. I feel so hot suddenly though I'm in water. my heart is beating so fast... those memories of Ben kissing my lips embraced me followed by weird sensation in stomach, in a good way.... I want him to kiss me now...

Ben brought me out of water also from my dreamland 

"Have you ever felt that way with Santhosh? I want to devour your lips so passionately that you would never bring that Santhosh name on your lips.... but i don't want to do it without your permission. I have no idea how im able to resist myself from kissing you right now...Since our first kiss, all I think is kissing you..." he closed his eyes shaking his head

"Lets go from here before I do something that I regret" he said and  started to walk in hurry. It hurt me. Why? Did I want him to kiss me? Definitely yea, but why!

"We will go to farm house, there is swimming pool. I will teach you swimming, we can come back later" Ben said 

"Seriously! You are going to teach me swimming now? I can't believe this!" I shook my head in disbelief. This guy is crazy

"You want me to leave this beautiful nature made backwaters and go to that man made swimming pool. Can you even hear yourself?" I yelled in anger

After lot of arguements he agreed for me to have fu  here but before that he wants me to wear life jacket. ''Am I 3 year old?' I wanted to shout but kept quiet knowing Ben. He went to get life jacket. Just then I saw a guy kayaking. I went to him and offered money for kayak for sometime. He just gave, didn't even take. I left in hurry before Ben came, he is not going to let me go alone.

Ben's POV

I just hate that Santhosh, Sita can't talk without bringing him... I try to stay calm thinking that Sita doesn't love him but I don't have control. It was so hard to resist myself from kissing Sita. I could see how my touches affected her. She loves me, wants me too but she is stubborn, thinks she is too young to marry. I don't know when she realizes her love. 

I'm scared of Sita in the waters, she doesn't know swimming but she is not going to listen to me so I decided to get life jacket for her. When I came back, Sita was not there. I asked Joseph about her

"Sita came with you right" he asked in confusion 

"Sita didn't come?" That was half and hour back. Fear engulfed me. Knowing Sita, I'm scared that she went into water. What if she went deep... that thought itself is scary... I ran to the place we were there and started running around, asking people if they saw Sita, giving her description, she is wearing pink active Reebok shirt and black capri.

"She took my kayak and went inside water" a guy said

"Why the hell did you give her kayak?" I shouted

"How can I refuse your fiancé sir?" He said in fear. Of course everyone knows me and Sita is all over the news

"Calm down Ben, nothing will happen to Sita... she did kayaking before..." Joseph tried to calm me.

"Look, Stephen is here with his men" he showed me Stephen and few guys in jet ski. We got onto jet ski and started looking... few meters away there was a kayak upside down and oar floating. 'Jesus, please that shouldn't be Sita... keep my Sita safe' I prayed desperately