If ....just only if our lips could ever speak those words as thin as a whisper that our hearts wanted to scream.
" pehla pyaar kya hota hai jaante hai aap? " she questioned him and then smiled a little dreamily through tears.
" ek ladki ke liye meetha sa sapna hota hai pyaar. Wo sapna jisse wo kabhi bahar nahi aana chahti. "
then a little determination " puri duniya... Pure samaaj, sare log yahan tak ki apno se ladhne ki taakat ajaati hai. " she sighed and then shed painful tears
" woh pyaar the aap mera. Woh pyaar jo mitha sa sapna banke meri ankhon mein ata. Woh pyaar jiske liye main pure duniya aur samaaj se ladh gayi yahan tak ...ki apse bhi. " she whispered softly defeatedly.
" Maine aapse pyaar kiya tha ... Woh pyaar jiss ke liye Main zindagi bhar tadpi hun. Koi pyaar se sar par haath rakhne wala tak nahi tha mere paas. jo tha wo bichad gaya magar maine phir bhi apse pyaar kiya.
Aap kisi aur se pyaar karte the, kisi aur ko apni duniya maante the . Main apko apni duniya maanti thi, yahan tak ki bhagwaan maan ti thi. Apne kisi aur se shaadi kar li. Magar maine PHIR BHI aapse pyaar kiya " every word came out of her mouth was broken beyond repair, wrapped in endless agony.
" aap apne Mann mein mere liye zeher gholte rahe. Uss zeher ko bhi maine amrit samajhkar pee liya . KYUNKI MAINE APSE PYAAR KIYA" she screamed .
He clenched his fists to his sides. His tears were on the verge of falling but he didn't dare. He wouldn't dare.
"kabhi kuch nahi manga apse ...kuch nahi . Apne tute hue dil ko tasalli deti rahi ki bondita itne saal intezaar kia hai thoda aur hi sahi . Aaj nahi to kal sahi. Tere pyaar ko wo dekhlenge, samajh lenge. PAR NAHI ....NAHi... "she screamed and sobbed uncontrollably.
She stumbled and clutched the dressing table for dear life. " ab aur nahi.... Ab aur nahi "she broke to the ground sobbing. The sobbing stopped and she put her head against the table, hugging her knees to her chest .
" apke study table par divorce papers rakhe hain. Maine sign kar liye hain. Aap kar lijiye phir kabhi apko meri shakal dekhni nahi padegi. Sorry apko itne dino tak pareshaan karne ke liye " she said emotionlessly.
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Ajnabee - The ecstasy of one sided love. ( completed )
FanfictionShe loved him through her entire life. She loved him when he was a stranger. She loved him when he loved another. She loved him when he married someone else. She loved him when he was unaware about her existence. She loved him when he was a boy, ful...
