Before We start the chapter i have a really good question to ask. Do you think it's a little over that I'm adding Bondita's identical twin ? Many of you are opposed to the idea. Let me tell you what I have planned. So Arpita will be her identical twin but still think of her as an older sister. She'll be silent, aggressive, badass and completely different from Bondita. Like she won't hesitate to shoot you. She's grown up in the environment. But still she loves her sister more than anything. In a way I'm trying to show that she's like Anirudh but more brutal.
Just like Anirudh is grumpy and Bondita sunshine and Batuk is too sunshine and Arpita will be grumpy. They'll have kinda enemies to lovers energy. But if I add her sister track then it'll be long and major . Means 100th chapters but if I don't then 75 will work. I'll leave the story simple. there's only two plots left in the story and including a sister track anyways. So I want to know your opinion on this so I will decide whether to stick with my original plan or change it. I don't want to go through the same thing that happened with Manzil. Now sorry for the inconvenience.. enjoy.
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As Anirudh walked out into the rain continued to pour, drenching him to the skin within moments. He welcomed the cold, biting sting of the raindrops against his face, hoping it might wash away the turmoil inside him. Each step felt heavy, burdened by the weight of his thoughts and the guilt that gnawed at his conscience.
There were countless moments where he lost her and countless moments where god was trying to show that she's the one for him . He never believed in rituals , customs , prayers ...not in god too . For him his mother was god and he believed in god because of his mother . When it came to love he too ..took guidance of the supreme soul ...when he was praying for the wrong person , the heaven was giving signals to him again and again .
That day in the forest ...he asked god to protect the woman he loves and that day he met Bondita ..She was wounded , limping through the bushes . She was unknown to him ...still it pained him deeply to see her in pain . He didn't think straight for a second to lift her in the arms ...why ?
The day of Sourav's marriage . He would have fought for any girl in her place , but still seeing her sold out like a possession that too a old man ...he was ready to commit a murder that day . He was ready to burn down the whole mandap along with the men trying to sold her . He didn't hesitate to hold that girl in his arms and protect her from the world like she was his world even when he was a married man . Why ?
The first day of her court . When she fell unconscious ...he thought like the world stopped . His vision blurred and the only thing he could see was ...her . why ?
The way chandrachud dragged her , the way she trembled in his arms when he got there to save her . The burning in him when he heard chandrchud saying she was his's ...why there was a sudden urge to burn chandrachud alive , bury him alive in the ground . He was a sane man who never lose patience but why he drives to the edge of madness thinking something hurt her .
why ? why ? why ?
simple .
He loved her .
His soul loved her , his heart loved her even before he did .
She had been so full of life, a ray of sunshine in his otherwise gray existence. At first, he had resisted her infectious enthusiasm, her unyielding optimism. He had built walls around his heart, fortified by past betrayals and the pain of lost love. Yet, Bondita, with her boundless energy and unwavering spirit, had slowly chipped away at those walls ....shattered those walls to be precise .
She had made him feel again.
In her presence, he had found himself laughing, caring, and even dreaming. Her innocence and purity had reignited a spark within him that he had thought long extinguished. She had seen through his façade of indifference, touching the parts of him he had buried years ago . Walking in the rain, Anirudh recalled the countless moments they had shared. Her infectious laughter, her inquisitive nature, and the way she looked at him with those bright, trusting eyes , even when she joked about his age he loved her ...he loved her a lot .
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