Miss Americana & The Heartbreak Prince

59. Me!

Time jump July 2019 ......

Y/N's POV

Taylor has been working on her new album which I occasionally help her with but she had a few more songs she didn't want me to hear yet. She keeps telling me its a surprise and that I'll hear the rest when it releases.

She already released a single called ME! featuring Brendon Urie and I love it. She even ended up adopting another cat the day of the video shoot, she named the cat Benjamin.

Present time

Now that you guys are all caught up here's what's happening now. Taylor was having her July 4th party with all of her friends. She said within all the drama she wanted to celebrate owning her masters for the new album and that soon she'd work on her other albums and making them hers again.

The party was being held in Taylors LA home that we had been staying at ever since she started working on her new album after the reputation tour. Spending my days waking up to her and going to sleep beside her have been nothing but bliss. It has kind of put us in this little bubble but we both didn't want to leave it.

Music blasted throughout her house and in the backyard where multiple speakers played the songs.

Countless people were walking around having drinks, eating, and chatting. While some people were sat outside in bathing suits tanning or just simply enjoying the sun and swimming.

I sat outside drinking with Gigi as we talked to Selena we all gossiped about life. I was wearing sunglasses and had my short curls out while wearing shorts and a tank top. We were all enjoying ourselves peacefully when Taylor walked out in a bikini I turned looking at her even being that we have been dating for over a year I stayed gawking at her I grabbed my sunglasses pulling them off my face so I can see her more clearly. She is talking to Cara but she turns sensing a stare and makes eye contact with me and smiles winking before returning back to her conversation. I continued checking her out and Selena and Gigi started teasing me.

"Why don't you take a picture of her it'll last longer" said Selena laughing

"Yeah you might want to go jerk off to it later" Gigi said proudly

I gave them both looks of dissaproval before saying "Aren't you two funny and for your information I can have the real thing whenever I want"

My reaction making them laugh harder, I hide my smile knowing we all treat eachother like siblings now that we have all gotten a lot closer since Taylor and I have been together. I look back at Taylor and see Blake has joined her conversation. I decide to get up and go over to her I slowly wrap my arms around her leaning my head on her shoulder and Taylor leans back into me in approval. They continue their conversation being used to our constant affection. Taylors aura shined so bright and her pheromones intoxicated me I close my eyes in delight. I then move my head to be able to kiss Taylors neck and I place soft pecks on her. While Blake and Cara jokingly make gagging sounds to the PDA. I then let her go and stand next to her deciding to engage in the conversation. While we all talk and share laughs I feel a hand sliding down my arm and see that Taylor is holding me and has wrapped her one hand around my bicep and the other intertwining our fingers. She leans in to say "You know somehow you get more and more attractive each day. " I look at her smiling and respond "It's easy for me to look attractive when the most beautiful woman in this room is on my arm"

She chuckles and jokingly says "I promise that you'll never find another like me"

"I know I won't " I say and lean closer to her making sure only she can hear me "Each time I look at you I fall more and more in love" Taylor then leans in capturing my lips in a kiss.

As the day goes on soon it turns to night and the fireworks have started we all sit outside now watching them go off looking beautiful. Taylor and I lay in the grass looking up at the sky while our hands are intertwined. I look around and see people dancing, drinking, laughing, talking, and singing while music still plays throughout the house. I look at Taylor and think life can't get any better than this.

As the night ended people were leaving and saying goodbye and soon left Taylor, Selena, Gigi and I alone in the house. We all stayed seated together in Taylors living room Selena and Gig on one couch and Taylor and I on the other cuddled up against one another. Soon we were all getting tired so we said goodnight to eachother as Gigi and Selena would be sleeping over as they leave they jokingly took turns saying "Try to be quiet you two I don't want to be traumatized" and "Remember we are here okay we don't need to hear how loud you two are".

Annoyed I decide to tease them back "Well you two can feel free to join us if you feel left out" they laugh but run away saying no thank you.

I laugh and look at Taylor who has refused to get up just yet I smile at her and lean down picking her up bridal style. She wraps her arms around my neck, as I carry her to our room. I lay her down carefully and when I do she doesn't let go she pulls me down onto her and kisses me.

"You're so sweet for carrying me baby" she says

"I'd do anything for you" I smile leaning down to kiss her back

I crawl into the bed laying next to her as we wrap our arms around one another not wanting to let go.

Surprising me Taylor moves on top of me and has her legs on each side of me she then leans down and kisses me. I kiss her back putting my hands on her waist holding her in place. My hands roam rubbing up and down her sides and occasionally to her ass giving it a light squeeze. She then starts grinding against me with our clothes still on as we kiss frantically, as this continues she asks me "Y/N do you ever think about starting a family or getting married" trying to maintain a steady breath while wondering why she is asking I say "well yeah eventually I'd love that" we continue kissing as Taylor grabs my hands intertwining our fingers as she pins my arms down as she continues kissing me and grinding against me. This was started to take me over the edge as it became harder to concentrate on anything but the feeling of her on me.

"I want a family... with you" she says

"Really?" I ask

"Yeah doesn't have to be anytime soon but I would want it with you and I just know we'd be the best parents" she says

I moan and say "god I love you "

"I love you too" she says as we both orgasm and I cum in my underwear and pants.

She rolls back over laying on the bed, both of us breathing heavy.

I laugh and say "Well I need to change clothes" she turns to me and laughs saying "me too"

"Wanna join me in the shower?" she asked looking me in the eyes while smirking

I look at her barely giving her a chance to change her mind as I pull her to the shower with me and say "Of course I do"