jealous girl || bill kaulitz

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one week later ; y/n's pov

we were currently in new york, where i'd finally see my best friends again. gustav explained that tonight there would be a dinner meeting with the managers and other important staff that are part of the tour, which is why this concert was set to be slightly earlier, 5-8. we'd go to the hotel immediately after, cleaning up and dressing up.

i guessed it would just be some meeting about the concert, but i wasn't entirely sure. you'd think the boys would have a break, but they didn't.

i wasn't sure if it was necessary for me to go, since i wasn't an important part of the tour. i was just tagging along.

"you should definitely come," bill tells me, "you're our plus one." he smiles.

"i don't know, it's just not that important for me to go." i sigh, taking a sip of my water as i checked the time. it was 11 am, and bill sat across from me as we had breakfast together. his hair was messy and he had no makeup on. it was hard not to stare.

"we want you to have dinner with us, y/n." he says sternly, catching me by surprise. "okay, i'll go." is all i manage to let out as he stares at me intensely, before smiling again as he took a bite of his waffles.

i felt my phone chime in my pocket and i took it out, opening it only to see a text from brittany.

brittany : can't wait 2 see u! and our plus one can't wait, either

me : can't wait 2 see u guys too!

i put my phone away, glancing up at bill who stared at me but quickly looked away and began to eat again.

tom and the rest of everyone decided to go shopping, and surprisingly aurora tagged along as well. bill hadn't been awake yet and neither had i.

"bill, about that night like a week ago, i-" i start, but he cuts me off. "with tom?" he asks, not looking up at me.

"yeah, there's nothing happening between us." i tell him. he stops and pauses for a second, looking up at me.

"if anything's happening between you two, it's none of my business." he slightly smiles, and i felt stupid at that moment.

"i know, i just thought it's important you know." i respond.

"how come?"

"because, you're my friend and he's your brother."

he stays silent and nods. "it's fine."

after that it was silent, the sounds of bill eating his waffles and other commotion coming from the dining hall filling my ears. i felt so strange, i wanted to talk to bill, to hear his voice, but i didn't know how to speak to him anymore. i could still feel as if something was bothering him, though.

it was the way his face now had no emotion, and his smile had been replaced with a straight face.

soon he was done and he took his plate away before coming back, towering over me as i sat and he stood.

"im gonna go get ready, i'll see you later."

he walked away, leaving me blankly sitting there.

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i sat in the bathroom of the hotel room, feeling the silence surround me. i was surrounded by my friends, but i felt so lonely. something felt missing, out of place.

i cleaned myself up, putting on some makeup and choosing an outfit.