jealous girl || bill kaulitz

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y/n's pov

i fixed myself in the mirror, my eyes continuously tracing back to bill's figure behind me. he fixed his long, highlighted hair and fixed his clothes.

his eyes met mine, a warm smile dancing across his lips.

"i'll be back." he kissed my cheek, leaving me alone in the room.

i sighed once the door closed shut, realizing the situation with my friends. they'd be leaving me once again. or, i guess i'd be leaving them.

the feeling of loneliness and guilt continuously washed over me. i wanted to begin to be my own person, to accomplish my own dreams by myself.

most importantly, i wondered what my mom was thinking of me. i hadn't talked to her in a while, fearing the awkwardness and humiliation it would bring me.

i was deep in my thoughts when the door suddenly opened, revealing hanna.

"y/n! oh shit, it smells like straight up sex in here-" she starts, her eyes squinting. "wait..."

a smirk suddenly appears on her face and she jumps up and down, suddenly running towards me. "no fucking way!"

"shh! you can't let anyone else know." i immediatrly quiet her down, fearing anyone would hear.

"okay okay! your secrets safe with me, but we have a LOT of catching up to do!" she squeals, dragging me out of the room.

"okay, you need to say bye to these bitches because they're getting on my last nerve." she says, rolling her eyes.

"hanna!" i exclaim, gently slapping her on the arm. "what? they're the definition of teenage bitches!"

i chuckle, rolling my eyes at her behavior. "right."

i spot lina and brittany sitting with tom, gustav, and georg. aurora of course was nowhere in sight, along with noah. he must've tagged along with that meeting the two had to go to. i rolled my eyes at the thought. inhale out of nervousness and make my way over to them with hanna trailing behind me.

"y/n!" lina instabtly smiles, causing everyone to look up at me.

"hey, guys." i smiled, sitting next to lina. "what happened to aidan?" i asked.

"right there." brittany smiled, causing me to look over. there aidan was walking over to us, a sly smile spreading across his lips.

"sorry, guys. got held up." he smiled, sitting next to brittany.

"y/n, we know this is our last night with you and we wanted to say we had SO much fun!" lina exclaims.

"i bet you girls did." tom winks, causing lina to blush and brittany to giggle. maybe hanna wasn't wrong.

"what time is it?" brittany asked.

"it's almost eleven." georg responds looking up from his watch.

"shit, we gotta be home soon." lina curses, grabbing her purse.

"y/n, can i speak to you before we leave?" aidan suddenly asks, causing everyone to look over at the two of us. hanna shower obvious confusion as well.

"uh, sure." i respond nervously, looking over at everyone who stared at us blankly. i stood up with aidan who led me to one of the free rooms.

"look, y/n. before you leave again i need to speak to you about something." he sighs, rubbing his hair out of frustration.

"go ahead." i nod, wanting him to let it out already.

"before i say this, please know i'm always willing to be friends with you. i've always wanted to just be your friend and-" he says, but i cut him off.

"friend? you've bothered me for years, aidan. we've never been friends." i say in annoyance, crossing my arms as i sat on the vanity desk.