I Hate Magcon; old magcon boys

Chapter 15

*Danielle's POV*

I ran away crying, I can't believe it. We have been dating for 3 hours and he already kisses another girl. Why does life have to be so harsh on me?!

I slowed down, as I was out of breath. I needed my inhaler, badly. I just stopped on my tracks and took a slow deep breath, but I couldn't I was crying too hard. A suddenly a car pulled over at me, the window slowly went down revealing...

Gilinsky?!

"Why are you looking like a hott mess?" Gilinsky asked me worriedly. I just ignored his question and kept walking, he was following behind me, driving in his car.

I suddenly felt a hot hand on my shoulder. I looked back, hoping it was Gilinsky here to comfort me. But no, it was Johnson. I glared at him while he tried to explain.

"I... I... She... Uh..." He stuttered. I just rolled my eyes and kept walking but he followed, I turned around.

"What do you want?! Just leave me alone! You cause enough trouble!" I yelled and ran.

"Danielle! Wait!" I heard a faint voice of Johnson's. I ignored him, knowing he will try explain more.

Luckily, I had vans on, not heels. I just kept running, but I needed to take a breath. When I finally stopped, Gilinsky's car stopped beside me.

"I heard everything." He said looking in my eyes.

"And?" I asked him, glaring. He was Johnson's best friend, why should I even talk to him since he can talk to Johnson.

"Everything will be fine." He said, trying to comfort me.

"No! Everything won't be fine! You don't understand! I'm Laura okay? I changed how I look because of you guys! Everything isn't okay? You guys only judge me by how I look!" I screamed. Gilinsky had a surprised face, he was gobsmacked.

I just ran, ran away crying back to my house. I opened the door and slammed it once I got in. I ran to the bathroom and locked the door. I looked around, I needed something to calm my feelings. I looked around a saw a sharpener for my eyebrow liner and a screw driver from Lucas' tool box.

I grabbed the sharpener and unscrewed the nuts on it. It fell apart easily. I slowly looked down and my shaken arm, it had mascara stains and foundation.

I can't take this anymore...

I slowly glided the razor across my arm, the oozing sensation on my arm was painful but I did it over and over again.

"One for believing he was the one."
"One for dating Johnson."
"One for being tormented."
"One for being bullied."
"One for not being myself."
"One for being a bitch."
"One for being a worthless whore."

It got less and less worse. Suddenly I heard a knock on the door.

"Laura! What's happening! Let me in, I want to help!" I heard Lucas shout.

"Leave me the fuck alone! You can help by shutting the fuck up!" I yelled back, tears were still streaming down my face.

The room suddenly got quiet. I stopped cutting and just sat in the corner, crying. Suddenly a breeze of air, touched my hair.

I looked up and I saw Mom. She was all white and faded.

"Honey, it's going to be okay." She whispered.

"I thought you died?" I asked her in confusion.

"I am, I am her spirit, looking over you." She said and looked at me empathetically.

"What do I do now?" I cried. She just patted my back.

"Promise me that you will stay strong. Fight for your right." She said, I just nodded.

"Thanks mom..." I said, as she started fading away.

"I will always be in your heart-" She whispered.

"Bye, I love you." I cried even more, tears were rolling down my face.

I now know what to do...

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