I Accidentally Hit on my Crush's Brother (BL Series: 01)

Chapter 18

I woke up and realized Kade wasn't beside me. Remaining in his room, I lay on a different bedsheet than the one from yesterday. Kade must have also cleaned me up as I didn't feel sticky at all. Hindi na rin ako nakapagdinner kagabi. I might have fallen asleep due to excessive crying, fatigue, and the pain I was feeling in my back.

Upon attempting to rise from the bed, my knees betrayed me with weakness, and I staggered, taken aback by a sudden pang of pain shooting through my back.

Right, it tore last night.

Sinubukan ko pa ring tumayo habang hawak-hawak ang balakang ko. Sumandal ako sa pader at halos mamasa-masa na ako ng pawis dahil sa sobrang sama ng pakiramdam. I think I also got a slight fever.

It's been a month since we had s-x, so my body got all unfamiliar with the feeling. Dahil na rin sa tagal na hindi namin ginawa 'yon, of course my h0le wouldn't be loose anymore. Unfortunately, Kade had to force himself on me, tear my insides, and even leave tons of marks on my body.

Hindi ko alam kung anong nangyari kay Kade these past few days, but he became someone I hate. Ayaw na ayaw ko sa mga nakakas-x ko 'yung pinipilit nilang pumasok kahit hindi pa ako handa. I've experienced this kind of pain for three times already; Kade being the third perpetrator. I always had to rest for a week or two to recover.

During that night, he was overly possessive of me.

I didn't know what occured to me, pero imbes na magalit ako nang sobra dahil sa ginawa niya, I'm just genuinely concerned for him. Alam kong may rason ito para magbehave nang gano'n. Siguro may nangyaring hindi kaaya-aya sa kaniya and he just happened to lose his sense of self in the process. May suspicion din ako na may kinalaman ito kay Kace since his attitude changed when he came. Pero napag-isipan ko na mas mabuting si Kade na lang ang kausapin ko tungkol dito, I mean, he's the center of my concern.

I've known Kade for as long as I've known Kace. He's a good person. He's the sweetest guy I've ever met. I won't find anyone like him anymore. Someone who's generous, kind, gentle, an excellent cook, and a natural at inspiring people—basically, he's the kind of person cherished by many. He's akin to a golden retriever, the type of companion anyone would desire to have. As someone being pursued by a guy like him? I must be the luckiest person on Earth.

That's why I have to know about it. I have to know what he's thinking. I have to know what happened to him. I have to know everything he's keeping inside.

I have to talk to him, heart to heart.

Kahit nahihirapan man gumalaw, naghot shower na lang ako para kahit papaano mabawasan ang sakit ng katawan ko. Nang matapos na akong maligo ay humiram na rin ako ng mga damit ni Kade. After that, lumabas na rin ako ng kwarto at saktong bumungad sa akin si Kace.

"Hiro? Ba't ka lumabas sa kwarto ni Kade?" Nagtatakang tanong nito sa akin.

"M-May kinuha lang ako sa loob," pagsisinungaling ko. Tumango lang ito bago tapunan ako ng tingin mula ulo hanggang paa. "Ano?" Kinakabahang tanong ko.

With Kace's perceptive nature, I worry that he might figure out I slept in his brother's room. I wore a turle neck shirt which, obviously, was suspicious.

"Ba't ka pinagpapawisan? Ayos ka lang ba?" He was about to reach for my forehead, so I took a step back, which made him raise an eyebrow in puzzlement. "Ba't ka kasi nagsuot ng turtle neck ngayon na mainit 'yung panahon? Bagong fashion trend ba 'yan?" he playfully asked.

"N-Nasa'n si Kade?" I quickly asked, deflecting his question before he could delve into it further.

He was taken aback at first, but he just answered, "Nasa labas, nakikipaglaro kina Killian, Pauline, at Clark."