I Accidentally Hit on my Crush's Brother (BL Series: 01)

Chapter 2

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"Kuya Hiro?"

My heart is beating so fast. I'm slowly letting my intrusive thoughts win over my sense of self.

I bit my lower lip so hard it bled. I'm trying real hard to fight this urge, but it's too strong, I can't do it.

"I think, you'll be fine," I mumbled.

"Huh?" Confused.

I cupped his cheeks and kissed him.

He was startled at first, but he unexpectedly responded to my kiss. I was shocked by his action so I immediately moved my face away from him.

"I'm sorry. Nagkamali ako sa ginawa ko. Umuwi ka na, Kade, please," I said and looked away.

Pero nang wala akong narinig na ingay na umalis siya o umupo man lang sa pagkakahiga, lumingon ulit ako sa kaniya at nakitang nakatitig ito sa kung saan. Sinundan ko ang tingin nito at agad-agad kong tinakpan ito ng unan.

Sh-t, I'm hard.

"Umuwi ka na, Kade, please," pagmamakaawa ko ulit ngunit hindi pa rin talaga siya umaalis sa pwesto niya.

"Tu..."

"Tu?" Nagtatakang tanong ko.

Nagulat na lang ako nang hawakan nito ang kamay ko at tinitigan ako sa mga mata nang masinsinan.

"Tutulungan kita, Kuya Hiro. Anong gagawin ko? I'm good at handling drunk people, leave it to me," seryosong sambit nito.

Inalis ko ang kamay nitong nakahawak sa akin at tumayo na nang tuluyan.

"It's not the same case, Kade. Please, just go home!" Inis ko nang sigaw dahilan para matigilan ito. "I'll compensate you for the mistake I did earlier. Please just go home for fvck's sake."

Kinuha ko ang cellphone ko sa tabing lamesa at binuksan ang contacts.

Gising pa naman siguro 'yung huling nakasama ko? Sh-t, I really need to relieve myself. Only penetration from my behind can fix this. Ang alam ko, gustong-gusto ako no'n, e.

Nagulat na lang ako nang hablutin niya ang braso ko dahilan para pumatong muli ako sa itaas niya. Nanlaki ang mga mata ko nang makitang galit na galit itong nakatingin sa akin.

"Tas ano? Maghahanap ka ng iba?" I could see him gritting his teeth from anger. "Sabi kong tutulungan kita, Kuya Hiro."

That's not it, let go of me right now. If not, then all my desperate efforts to not make another mistake, all of my struggles.

It would be in vain.

What would Kace even say when he happens to know I kissed you? I spent the night with you?

Then, he will never stay by my side again! He will... he will never want to see me again.

My heart ached for that thought, but I realized something.

All that desperate efforts and struggles were all for naught, all for nothing. After all, I decided to stop delluding myself that I can be by Kace's side forever.

I heaved a sigh and looked at Kade straight in the eyes. He flinched when I did that.

"You're not a virgin, right?" Nanghihinang tanong ko.

"H-Hindi...?" Nakita ko pang lumayo ang tingin nito kaya bahagya akong natawa.

"Liar, but whatever, you insisted," I said and unbuckled his belt. I looked at him one more time, "I warned you, many many times, Kade."