I Accidentally Hit on my Crush's Brother (BL Series: 01)

Chapter 20

[TW ‼️: This chapter contains sensitive scenes which is not suitable for very young audiences and close-minded people. Viewer discretion is adviced. Read at your own risk and responsibly!]

[HIRO'S POV]

Three weeks have gone by, and Kade hasn't shown up once, like he's decided to cut me out of his life completely.

Sinabi ko ngang tigilan na niya ako kung wala siyang tiwala sa akin pero hindi ko inaasahan na gagawin niya talaga 'yon. Wala ba talaga siyang tiwala sa akin? Gano'n na lang ba ang hantungan ng pagsasama namin?

Nagsimula na rin ulit ang klase nila kaya mas lalong nagkaroon ako ng rason para hindi siya makita at makausap.

On the same night we fought, he hurried home. Si Kace naman ay nadala sa hospital dahil sa dami ng natamong sugat nito. Tita Dria and the family were all deeply concerned about the two of them, completely unaware of the events that had unfolded or the underlying reasons behind the situation. Unfortunately, hindi na namin tinapos 'yung isang linggong bakasyon namin dahil sa insidente.

Hindi ko mapigilang isipin na kasalanan ko ang lahat ng nangyari. After all, nag-away sila dahil sa 'kin. Hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala sa mga nalaman. I didn't expect that Kace.. would have feelings for me.

Kahit na nalaman ko 'yon, hindi ako nakaramdam ng lungkot o pangamba, imbes ay tila wala na itong epekto sa akin. Natatawa na lang ako tuwing naiisip ito kasi kung ang dating Hiro ang nakaalam no'n? Siguradong walang patumpik-tumpik na aamin na 'yon kay Kace.

Pero 'yung dating Hiro 'yon.

The present Hiro loves Kade so much.

I'm sure of that.

Pero pa'no ko naman ipapakita 'yon kay Kade kung patuloy niya akong iiwasan? In this relationship, there needs to be someone who is mature enough to handle it. Kahit nasaktan namin ang isa't isa, I have to let go of my pride and go after him. Hinding-hindi ko hahayaan na dahil lang sa mga pinagsasasabi ni Kace sa kaniya ay tatapusin na namin 'tong relasyon namin na hindi pa nga nagsimula.

I still didn't give up the idea of confessing my love to him.

Mahal na mahal ko si Kade. I have to tell him that.

'Ding dong!' 'Ding dong'

Nabalik ako sa huwisyo nang tumunog ang doorbell ng unit ko. Inayos ko na muna ang itsura ko bago lumapit doon ay pagbuksan ito ng pinto. Nanlaki ang mga mata ko nang bumungad sa akin si Kace habang may suot-suot pa ring ilang bandages sa mukha.

"Hiro."

I was about to shut the door when he grabbed my wrist, giving him an entry. I fought his grip until we reached the living room, completely helpless.

"Ano ba?!" I exclaimed in irritation, yanking my hand away from him. "You've got some nerve showing up here, Kace. I don't feel a bit of sympathy for what happened to you. You deserved it, jerk!" I shouted at him dahilan para mapapikit ito.

"So sinabi talaga sa 'yo lahat ni Kade? That f-cking kid," mahinang usal nito bago ako muli ngitian. I felt disgusted by that smile that once used to make me swoon. "Ngayon alam mo na, Hiro. Will you go out with me? I mean, we love each other, right? Hayaan mo na si Kade, ginamit mo lang naman siya para sa s-xual urges mo, 'di ba? Nagpaligaw ka lang sa kaniya kasi may resemblance kami, 'di ba?" He pathetically asked me with his eyes bare with desperation.