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𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔, 𝑰 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒆... 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒎𝒏 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆

🎶𝑪𝒖𝒓𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒍𝒚 𝑷𝒍𝒂𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈: 𝑭𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒚 𝑯𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝑺𝒕𝒚𝒍𝒆𝒔🎶

Conrad POV:

"Conrad, wait up," I hear Olivia holler from behind me.

Before turning around I take a deep breath, since it feels like there's a huge knot in my throat and that breathing isn't even possible.

"What's up, you seem pissed and I just-"

"I'm not, it's alright. Go back," I say as I turn around and start heading towards the house.

"What is it then? What-" she is cut off by her phone ringing loudly in her pocket.

I can't even look her in the eye. I can't help but think about how scared to death I was when I pulled her out. How my soul left my body when I heard her screaming from the shore. How scared I was when she didn't open her eyes. And how I was on the verge of tears when she finally did.

When did I grow so attached to her?

I look over to her phone and see that it's Tae with a red heart next to it.

I laugh as I step backward.

"Go with your boyfriend,"

She looks at me for a second and then sighs.

"Is this why you are angry?"

"What?"

"Because of Tae. What did he do to you? I mean he has been nice and kind and so-"

"Then go to him," I say as I feel the knot in my throat start to form again.

"If he's so fucking great, then go to him,"

"What is up with you?"

"What is up with me?! What is up- I don't fucking know what is up with me. I just know that you are in my mind 24 fucking 7 and that i apparently look at you as if you are the most beautiful god damn woman in the world, and I didn't believe it. I truly didn't. But every time I see you, I feel this-this amazing feeling and I have tried to ignore it, I really have. But my mind is so twisted into you that I don't even recognize myself, Liv. " I sigh and turn around, feeling embarrassed but what can I do now? I have already said it.

"And Tae is driving me insane and my friends- my friends are driving me insane. And suddenly I am morphing into this person that- cares about you too much,"

"Conrad.."

I turn around and close my eyes hoping that I don't get completely humiliated right now.

"Look," she says, and I open my eyes. She is a couple inches away from me and looking at me in the eye.

"Shit, sorry. I must be out of my mind, I-"

"Shh. shh." she says, while placing her finger against my lips.

She grabs either side of my face and comes closer.

"Conrad,"

"Hm?"

"CONRAD!!" I open my eyes and see Jeremiah standing over me.

"We're heading out. See you next week." he says, while waving. I sit up and look around the room.

No Olivia. No beach. No..

Shit.

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*Elina's house*

Shit, Elina. Open up the door, come on.

I say to myself as I knock on her door repeatedly.

"Good..morning.." she says as she finally opens up the door.

"Can I come in?" I say, while pacing back and forth.

"Sure..." she says, and I go inside and walk towards the kitchen.

"So are you-"

"I had a dream about Olivia," I blurt out.

She nods with a shocked face and she sits on the chair across from me.

"I think I might like Olivia," I say while placing my head into my head.

"You think?" she says sarcastically and then laughs.

"You look at her as if-"

"She's the most beautiful woman in the world. I know, I know."

" So if you-"

"And in the end she almost kissed me."

"Woah." she says sarcastically.

"And when I woke up and realized it was a dream, I kind of felt angry that it was,"

"I feel like I am teaching an 8 year old about love," she says with a laugh. I give her an "are you serious look" and then she stops laughing.

"Okay fine. Why don't you just...tell her,"

"Because it would be humiliating,"

She laughs and hands me a bag of chips.

"It will if you let it be,"

"So I'm supposed to show up to her door and be like," I walk towards Elina and pretend to knock on a door.

"Goodmorning Liv, I have to tell you something. I think I like you," I say in a sarcastic tone.

"Yes. Exactly. But keep out the "I think". Because you for sure-"

"Okay i get it," I say while sitting back on the chair and questioning if I actually do really like her or if my head is just trying to convince me I am.

"And If it doesn't work out, it can't be that bad. She is only here for the summer,"

A knot forms in my stomach once she says the last words.

I have been so utterly consumed by her that I can't imagine my life without her in it.

I nod and get up.

"Find I'll do it,"

"Fuck yeah," she says while heading towards the door.

"Now get out of my house and go be a loverboy somewhere else. It's 5 am and I need sleep right now or I will rage,"

I tell her goodbye and walk towards my house.

Shit, could it be that bad. Maybe it's not worth investing so much feeling into it since she is going away once the summer ends.

As I walk towards the house, I see Olivia on her balcony, painting on a canvas as the breeze goes through her hair.

But at the same time, I think the whole "not investing so much feelings into it" is a little too late. Because here I am far away from her, not even being able to hear the sound of her voice, and I still feel a rush go through my veins. My brain going into a high once she looks down at me and smiles.

And when my heart starts to race is the moment that I realize, that I am fucked.

𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒏 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝑶𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒂 𝑫𝒆 𝑳𝒂 𝑪𝒓𝒖𝒛.

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