Killua's POV:
After we said goodbye to Leorio and Kurapika we went straight home, Gon went into his room and I followed Y/n into her's so she could finally tell me what made her cry.
"So are you gunna tell me now?"
"Yeah...." She sits on her bed with her overall tone and mood shifted negatively.
I sit next to her 'Is she gonna say anything or-'
"I feel guilty. Guilty because when you caught me crying yesterday I was crying because I got this letter from my cousin whom I haven't seen in 5 years and she needs my help like now because my grandma is dying and I'm the only person who can protect them and provide for them because she doesn't trust my family rightfully so expect me but if u go I have to leave the day after tomorrow and I won't be able to go to greed island with you and I promised to help Gon but I don't know if I can!" She ranted, holding her tears in with a crack in her tone every other sentence
'She- she's leaving..?'
I could feel my chest sink
'Nonononono she can't leave I need her!'
"I- " I stared, conflicted with my response
'No, she needs to go help her cousin.'
I inhaled sharply and just pulled her in a tight hug "She needs you Y/n, you are powerful and can protect her. Gon will understand, and I want you to do what you need to do." I assured tighten my grip around her shoulders
I didn't want to let her go I couldn't, she kept me going in my most terrible moments. I can't, I don't want her to leave, I don't know how I'm gonna be able to go to Green Island without her.... What if she finds someone better than me?
"Killua I love you." She cried, hugging me just as tight "Thank you for always knowing how to make me feel better."
My heart burst at her words, I can't leave someone like her. Never again will I leave, not because of Illumi or anyone, I wanna stick beside her forever!
"I- I love you too Y/n!" That's when all the tears came out, I cried on her shoulder and she just held me tight, in this moment I'm pretty sure we were just comforting each other because who knows how long we are gonna be apart.
"Let's tell Gon tomorrow morning and let's go on a date or something, just me and you?" She suggested
I nodded my head while letting go of her
"Y/n..."
"Hmm?"
"Can I stay with you tonight..."
She laughed "Yes!"
"Really?!"
"I mean why not? We are gonna be apart for a while so might as well enjoy our time together."
'God I love her so much'
Even after she just had a breakdown right in front of me she's still the prettiest girl ever. Her smile still makes me blush, she's just my girl.
"Ok!" I pick her up and toss her on the bed
"Killua what are you doing?!"
I crawl on the bed and lay on top of her
"Uhm getting comfortable. Get your mind out of the gutter!" I tease cuddling my perfect girlfriend
"Your annoying!" She tsks
"WHA HOW?!"
"I THOUGHT YOU WERE GONNA KISS ME!"
"Oh...OH!-"The realization hits me "Oh you wanted a kiss? I smirk, sitting upright
"Not anymore."
'DID SHE JUST ROLL HER EYES AT ME?!'
"You liar!"
I put my hand on her cheek and leaned in, her lips were really soft. She is the only person I've ever kissed but I'm pretty positive she's the best kisser ever. She kissed me back and we made out for 3 minutes. It was pretty nice not gonna lie-
"Ok ok I need air-" she gasps, pulling away
'I can't believe I just made out with Y/n...' I feel the beat rise to my face
"KILLUAAAA DON'T MAKE THIS AWKWARD!"
"HUAH?!"
"STOP."
"IM NOT EVEN DOING ANYTHING!"
"DON'T THINK ABOUT WHAT JUST HAPPENED OR ELSE ILL GET EMBARRASSED!"
"WHAT YOU READING MY MIND OR SOMETHING?!"
"NO I CAN JUST TELL SO DONT THINK ABOUT IT!!" She huffs
"Ok ok I won't!" I grab the remote, Turing in the TV "You're a really good kisser by the way."
"KILLUA!" She smacks a pillow against my face in embarrassment
"HAHAH OK IM SORRY!"
Y/n's POV:
"Wanna watch a movie??" He asks
"Yeah!"
He put on a scary movie probably hoping I'll get scared but the thing is.... It'll never work! I'm immune to scary movies due to all my trauma, so I'm good!
"Y/n can I lay on you?"
'OH MY LAWRD WHAT?!'
"Hmm?" I blush pretending as if I didn't hear him, his raspy voice makes me my heart wanna explode.
"You heard me, you must have, I can hear your heartbeat getting louder~" he teases
"Stupid ex-assassins." I lay down in a comfortable position and open my arms. Killua looks at me with excitement in his eyes and quickly jumps on me.
I hug him back as we peacefully fall asleep watching the movie, wrapped around each other.
The next morning:
Y/n's POV:
Killua said that because it was my last day he wanted to go out on a date since we haven't ever had time to be a real couple. All of the stuff happening is so time-consuming and also dangerous so we've always been on our toes. Not today though, today we will hang out like normal teenagers on a normal date. Last night Killua created a secret list of all the things he wanted to do today before I had to go.
"Y/n you ready??" He knocks on my door
"Coming!" I open the door feeling exited
"You look cute."
"Thanks Kil!"
"Okk so I told Gon we are gonna go out just the two of us. First things first we need your camera so bring your backpack."
I nod and walk to the door to grab it
"Perfect and I will handle the rest~" he takes the backpack from me and puts it on
When he opens the hotel door there are two skateboards leaning against the gravel wall.
"Ready for the most awesome date ever??"
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Show Me Love || Killua X Reader
Fanfiction(Under editing) In which the first born daughter of the Isamu family, Y/n Isamu, leaves Heavens Arena to discover what she's missing. She is forced to take the hunters exam and along the journey she meets incredible people and gets to discover new...