It's a heavy feeling, having a secret. A secret that's so big, so all-encompassing, that it consumes every aspect of your life. A secret that's too difficult to share with anyone, even those you care about the most.It's a secret that weighs on your mind, every waking moment, every hour of the day. It's a secret that keeps you up at night, replaying the different scenarios in your head over and over again. A secret that's too big to be kept hidden for long, too important to be kept secret at all.
It's a secret that feels like a weight on your chest, a weight that's crushing you with each passing day. It's a secret that you can't shake, that you can't run from. A secret that's always following you, always lurking in the shadows, waiting for the right moment to reveal itself.
And yet, it's also a secret that's so personal, so precious, that you don't want to share it with anyone. A secret that's part of you, part of who you were, part of who you are. A secret that you hold onto, tightly, fearfully, protectively, as though it's the most important thing in the world.
It's a secret that you carry with you, day in and day out, sometimes forgetting that it's there at all. And when you remember, when you're reminded of its existence, it's like a shock to your system, like a reminder of the weight that's constantly on your shoulders.
It's a secret that you want to tell, that you want to share, but you know that you can't. A secret that you know would change everything, that you know would turn your life upside down. A secret that you know would destroy everything that you hold dear.
It's a secret that's too big, too important, too personal, too precious, to ever be shared. But at the same time, it's a secret that's too big, too important, too personal, too precious, to ever be kept hidden.
It's a secret that feels like a curse, a burden, a weight that will never be lifted. A secret that's always with you, always following you, always waiting for the right moment to reveal itself.
It's like a curse, a burden that's always with you, weighing you down, making every step seem that much harder. And just when you think you've come to terms with it, when you think you've finally found a way to live with it, it reminds you of its hold on you, its power over you.
It's like a chain, a weight that drags you down deeper and deeper into the darkness, into a place where the light can never reach. A place where you can't see the end, a place where you're trapped, a place where you're alone.
It's like a voice, a whisper in the back of your mind, always there, always reminding you of the secret, reminding you of its power, its hold on you. A voice that's constant, relentless, unavoidable, a voice that's always there, always with you.
It's like a demon, a nightmare, a sickness, that creeps into every aspect of your life, into every thought, into every breath. A demon that feeds off your fear, off your guilt, off your pain, off your secret.
And yet, it's also like a gift, a blessing, a power that only you hold. A power that only you know about, a power that only you can control. A power that you want to keep hidden, protected, safe, a power that you can't afford to lose.
It's a secret that's too big, too important, too personal, too precious, to ever be shared. But at the same time, it's a secret that's too big, too important, too personal, too precious, to ever be kept hidden. A secret that's with you, always, no matter what, no matter where...
And yet, it's also a secret that feels like a blessing, a blessing that you don't deserve, a blessing that you need. A secret that makes you feel powerful, a secret that makes you feel unique, a secret that makes you feel alive. A secret that makes you feel like you have something that no one else has, a secret that makes you feel like you're special.
It's a secret that feels like a prison, a prison that you can't escape from, a prison that you don't want to escape from. A secret that feels like a weight, a weight that you don't want to carry, a weight that you have to carry. A secret that feels like a burden, a burden that you can't shake, a burden that you have to live with.
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