The aching feeling...

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".. What do you feel about me? "

Malaysia's POV>>

My eyes widened from the sudden question, I was confused yet wonder why he would ask that. He saw my eyes widened when he asked me, he lets out a sigh and looked away hiding his face and mumbled something underneath his breath but I couldn't hear it well tho. Then, He looks back at me, making eye contact and spoke. 

" What's with that look?.. " He asked as he locks eye contact, I just chuckled as I finally spoke up.

" Oh nothing, I just wasn't expecting a question like that. " I said, patting his shoulder to ensure him.

Hm, what do I feel about him? I mean he's a great friend and all, but feelings? I think deeply into it, I looked back at him before talking, as our eyes locked, I couldn't feel but my heart skipped a beat... I snapped out of it, what was..that? I bit my bottom lip and spoke up to not let him wait any longer.

" Well.. I feel safe and comfortable with you. I love how you always look after me, standing by my side and checking up on me time to time. Just like what you're doing now. " I said, looking at the ceiling before talking again.

" I'm sorry if this isn't y'know a interesting answer- But I really love and appreciate you, I'm glad we met, Singa." I said and couldn't help but took his hands and held it into mine as I spoke. I noticed his face getting slightly red as I held his hand. I let out a soft chuckle and let go off his hand, giving a slight nod as an apology for such sudden action of mine. Haha, it's funny to see him shy and all, I know he isn't the type to get used to this. So I always try to set normal space between him and I. 

" Well I just want to hear it, yet thank you. I'm glad too. " He said, scratching his head as he lets out a scoff. 

I just nodded again and looked over my shoulder to check the clock that's on my drawer right next to my bed.

" 9: 17 AM "

" Well, I'll head to shower first. " I said as I slowly stood up from my bed, landing my feet onto the ground. 

" Ah right, I'll go then. I'll be in the dining room. " He said as I watch him stood up from my bed and walks out of my room, he gave me a warm smile before leaving my room.. The door closed.

I couldn't help my felt my cheek growing red and felt my heart beating faster as soon as I saw his smile before he left... What is this feeling? Wait.. 

Do..Do I like him?. I mean he's a nice guy and all, but..

 GAH WHY AM I THINKING THIS?!-

I covered my face with the palm of my hands as I shook my head, taking a deep breath. But then again, Singa isn't that type to think of love.. Eh he probably doesn't like me in that way if I do like him... Malay c'mon get yourself up together.

I took another deep breath and walked over to my closet to get my clothes plus my towel. After that, I head out of my room and walked my way to the bathroom to shower.

Singapore's POV>>

I left his room and made sure to put on a smile as I left the room, I let out a sigh.. Malay always talks about how he likes my smile so.. But then again, what if my smile wasn't friendly looking?? He will think I'm weird for smiling so suddenly.. Well gosh Singa...

Whatever I already embarrassed myself, I couldn't help but felt my cheeks burning, I better go to my room before anyone sees me like this. I immediately walked back into my room as I slammed the door. I sat on my bed and groaned in discomfort from the position of the way I'm sitting.. I shifted my position and moved around to a more comfortable position. 

I couldn't help but have Malay's words running through my mind, why am I like this? 

I noticed how I never felt like this with anyone, but with Malay... It's completely different. What is so special about you, Malaysia? Why are you so kind with me?... 

I gave myself a face palm, you should really change to Singa.. 

I took a deep breath and forced my myself to get up and went to my bathroom to wash up my face. After that I changed into new clothes and grabbed my phone before walking out of my room to the dining room.

I sat down on a chair in the dining room and just go through my phone, I could hear Indo and Phil talking in the background in the kitchen. I remembered them making breakfast, so I put down my phone, facing them as I tiled my head at them.

" What are the two of you cooking? " I asked out of curiosity, trying my best to make a topic. The bitterness feeling was fading away in my heart after talking to Malay. 

" Ah, we made fried rice. Almost done, just a couple minutes. " The Indonesian men said as the wok tossing the rice and oil sizzling can be heard in the kitchen, the smell sure smells delicious.

" Ight, take your guys time. " I simply said as I just look at them cooking from the dining room. 

...

Soon I heard footsteps in the hallway as Malay walks in.

" Oh hey Singa. " He waved to me, I just waved back as I watch him walking to the kitchen. 

" Oh woah, smells nice. " He said as looked over at Indo. 

" Of course, our cooking is always top tier eh? " Phil said in a confident tone as he pat Indo on the back. Indo scoffed and rolled his eyes at him before turning his attention to Malay.

" Here, try some. " Indo grabs a food and scoop some to let Malay try. 

" Aaa- " Malay said and opened his mouth and chuckled after as Indo fed him, his eyes lit up. 

" Wo- " He mumbles as he chews. " You never fail to cook a nice meal Indo. " He praises Indo as Indo chuckles. " Thanks, Mal. " Indo simply replied. 

I just watch it all happen.. Malay looks so happy with Indo.. 

I let out a sigh and decides to distract myself with my phone from it. Not now Singa.. Not now.. I thought to myself. I soon heard someone groaning loudly from the hallway as Brunei walks in. 

" Finally finished! I just had a bit left with that left over project. " The Brunei men said as he stretches his arms and sat across the table from me. 

" Good job. " I said as I looked at him. 

" Thanks, the smell really gave me motivation as well. " He said mentioning Indo and Phil cooking in the kitchen. I simply nodded in agreement. 

Soon time passed.  

" Alright here's the food! " Phil said from the kitchen as he carries out plates of fried rice. 

We all started eating breakfast, and it was a good one, everyone seems to enjoy it. After I was done, I head to the living room to relax. There, I was reading a book that Brunei recommend, he won't spoil the plot for me, but he said I was going to love it. As I was reading, I felt a tap on my shoulder. 

Chapter 24 is here~

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Chapter 25 is upp!!

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