While they're getting likes on their story
All the boys ignore and bore me
When I walk with our group they pull me aside
But it's always a
"Do you know her?"
"Can you give me her snap"
And
"Do you think I have a chance"
My friends don't notice
And I try not to mind
But I cant ignore this burning pain inside
That I'm too ugly to even stand next to
For a picture
For even someone to hold my hand
And I try to tell that to my friends
But they don't get it
As they yell across the room
"She wants a picture with you"
And they laugh when he shakes his head and runs away quick
While I start to feel sick
"The worst he can say is no"
But it's so much more than that
It's a rejection of me
Inside and out
They think I'm ugly
And they hate my personality
And I personally think that that is worse than a no
They don't get it
They never will
How it feels
To be rejected
How if feels
To never get asked for your snap
To know that they think you're ugly
And you just have to be ok with that
And every day I wake up with the same face
Unchanging
And everyday I get more angry
That I look like this
That I am this way
Cause no one could love me
And what could I say?
To make them think I'm pretty
To make them think I'm cool
To make them not want to humiliate me
At school
If front everyone
Who silently agrees
That nobody wants me
And nobody cares
And nobody sees
How thee hurts me
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Ode to All the Girls that Never Fit
PoetryTo all the girls who never felt good enough, small enough, or pretty enough... this is for you. No upload schedule, just whenever I write a poem.
