Ode to All the Girls that Never Fit

Mirror

Is it weird
That I want to kiss someone
I like
And who lies me back
Not some ugly guy w a gf at home
Bc people make me feel like
This is what I deserve
I'm ugly
I'm fat
This is all I could hope for really
Why is that the love I deserve?
It's not
But god I'm so lonely
Nobody really likes me
I don't think one guy in my whole school thinks I'm pretty
I'm not good enough for him
Them
Anyone
Why
Why I am I like this
Why can't I be pretty
Like my sister
Like the other girl
Who have guys that ask for their snaps
Who have new bfs every other month
Who don't come off too strong
Who don't scare them away
But they didn't need to be scared
They didn't want to be there in the first place
They stayed
Out of courtesy
Out of pity
I hate this
I hate being me
My skin feels stretched too thin over my body
My eyes too small to take in the scene
Looking in the mirror
And realizing why no one wants me.