I just watched duff, I think it ruined my life
I knew I wasn't the same as my friends
But I thought that was ok
Then when he said
"How many times has guys asked questions about your friends... and how many guys have asked questions about you"
I knew
I already knew
I was the duff
But it didn't feel real
Until right then
And I flashed back to ever track meet
When they came up to me to ask for my friends snap
Every time
I took one of their pictures with a guy
Every single fucking time
Someone asked where they were when I walked in alone
A single tear falls down my cheeks
Cause theirs nothing I can do
I am the ugly fat friend
Who everyone pretends doesn't exist
I see all my friends at a frat party
While I look through the window
Because "no ugly bitches" allowed
I see myself smiling through the pain
At all of their weddings
While i haven't even had my first kiss
And I hate that
So fucking much
The duff
The loser
The uggo
The fatty
Me.
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Ode to All the Girls that Never Fit
PoetryTo all the girls who never felt good enough, small enough, or pretty enough... this is for you. No upload schedule, just whenever I write a poem.
