I need to stand tf up
He doesn't fucking want you
He's making fun of you
He's inviting another girl over here
He thinks you're a lesbian?
If only he knew the thoughts you have about him
His eyes
His mouth
His lean muscles
How good he would look in glasses
And the worst part of all of it
He knows you like him now
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
He is going to use this against me
Isn't he
I'm no better than his fucking groupies that surround him in 8th period
I really really need this thing to end
It. Is. Torture.
This man
Boy
Kills me
And I can't figure out how to
Fucking stop it
Stop
Heart
Stop
Stop beating like then when he reads behind ur shoulder
Stop fluttering every time you hands touch
Just stop
Be his friend
Just his goddamn friend
Cause that's all he wants you to be
He liked ur sister for Christ sakes
And you think he would ever
Ever
Like you?
Get a fucking grip.
You try to flirt with him
And he tells everyone
And laughs
And calls you a lesbian
Stand up
Stop crying
Get a life
Get a purpose
Get a fucking clue
HE DOESNT WANT YOU

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