HAPPY ANNIVERSARY
JENNIE
I got so worried last night. Been calling and messaging her a lot but she's not answering her phone.
Jisoo and Rosé even went to our house already because we're so up to know where Lisa is. We can't just go to the police straight and report because this is the President we're talking about.
Lisa came home around 4am and I didn't get to sleep until she's in my arms already.
She looks different. She has an unfamiliar vibe lately.
I found out from Jisoo last night about what's bothering Lisa lately. Her ego.
That she thinks I am stepping on or overpowering her in many ways.
God.
Never in our lives as married couple I did what she's thinking. I am just doing my part as the first lady of this country. If investors want my thoughts before getting into the deal, then it's not my fault anymore. Never did I make Lisa feel less. She knows that! She knows how important her words and decisions to me. Maybe sometimes I point out stuff to what we should talk about before we make decisions but I believe that's part of a healthy conversation. And if she thinks I am opposing her, I think she's getting me wrong.
Okay. From now on, I wouldn't get in the way with her decisions and will only talk about her plans when she asks me.
Weeks passed and I am still trying to talk to her about the problem. But she seems aloof. She goes home late and she even doesn't want to be bothered. I just let her be. I know she needs to breathe too. She would just tell me she's not having dinner at home. But I couldn't sleep when she's not home yet. I always wait for her and make sure to take care of her when she's by my side.
Her coldness is too obvious already.
Every time I tell her that we should talk, she gets irritated and prefer to go to bed and sleep.
I understand what she's feeling right now so I just hug her tight and still give her my kisses.
One morning, while ironing her suit for a convention, she told me that she might come home late again. She forgot it's a special day today. But I'd rather want her to breathe than to take her on a date with her sad face in front of me.
"Baby, happy 2nd wedding anniversary!"
I greeted her while I am fixing her tie.
She hugged me tight and greeted me too. I gave her my sweet kisses and handed her a love letter. She placed it in her pocket and she said she'll read it on her way to the convention.
I am falling in love with Lisa everyday. I swear!
We came out of our room and she immediately took André from his nanny and spent time with her son while she's having breakfast. She's also feeding him.
I feel so happy that I get to see my Lisa and our son in the morning.
Lisa left and zi felt something's going on with my body.
LISA
After the convention, I rushed to Elena's place and spent time with her.
I have never been this excited. For three weeks, we've been enjoying each other's company. She tells me about literature, her childhood life and her dreams. I admit, I have been helping her financially especially when it comes to her family. She actually stops me but I am insisting.
She never failed to make me feel high. Important. Needed. She adores me like I am the most beautiful thing on earth. Her young heart makes me feel young too. Her clinginess feeds my mind with wanting me so bad.
Having sex with her is like doing it for the first time always. But you know what surprises me? When she turns into a wild lady and wants me to fuck her rough and hard. I like the way she moves her body when she's on top and she squeezes her breasts.
I like how I fuck her after I cuff and tie her around a pole.
Makes me supreme when she begs to be fucked while I carry her in the shower and bang her so good when her back hits the walls.
I feel superior when I spank her ass and she screams my name to go deeper, harder and rougher.
