secrets i've kept hidden (a poetry story)

hmhmm

trippin,
fallin

boy,
it must of been something you said

you are a demon in my eyes,
but in bed you're the killer

i've never been so scared to like someone

i don't mind

i like a little danger

are you gone?
or
are you gonna come back?

i miss your lips on mine

i felt loved when it never was love to you

or was it?

i never wanted to let you run away,
but rather a truth i didn't want you to know

i was protecting myself,
but pushed you away in the process

i acted crazy and lost my fucking shit

i wanted to break glass

i felt crashing down

feelings i cannot bare

how the fuck you be so hard headed for?

i haven't felt this way in years,
maybe i came to far down

i don't think i am ready

i still love felon

again,
i've never been so scared of feelings,
maybe it was my fault

was it something you did,
or
didn't do?

i should of kissed you once more if i knew i was gonna fuck it all up

or was it a blessing from another fuck boy?

you never know what will happen,
everything happens for a reason

but i want you back,
but the universe will show me

i miss your hands all over me
and your lips

especially sucking on mine

ring my bells again

we'll see where this takes me...