secrets i've kept hidden (a poetry story)

ibrahim

6 hours away,
and i was your crush in an instant

in your eyes,
there was nothing more sexy then taking a girls innocence

and that was your plan

it's been a few years,
but i still remember the first time we sexted

in my eyes,
i had someone i can talk to and attention was given to me

flirting was the way out of everything i had going on behind closed doors at the time

nothing more hot then making a guy cum to you doing naughty things

and you were the gateaway

my crush on you lasted a year,
but there was nothing more than me wanting to do what we talked about in our messages

i looked forward to talking to you every night,
the feeling of happiness going down my spine to my feet

my cheeks were warm,
i felt flustered

the sound of your voice was an instant

"ahhh"

moment

i was attracted to you,
but nothing ever lasts

you were just a boy,
who couldn't like me because of others

and it's sad cause we had a friendship even before we started talking like that

but just know,
you are more than that

more than them

and you know what i mean when i say that

you are worthy of love,
stop trying to prove to others you're him

cause you're just another boy with a big body count who will stick his penis inside anything

yours truly,
xx