i would say that i am not who i was before,
not who i used to be,i can't even put it into words,
but i feel like something is missingsomething i had before,
is gonei have holes in my body
from your words that felt like bullets rushing through my bodyone part of me died the day you left,
another part of me died when esha came in the picture
and another part died and i realized there's no coming back from this
the only person i ever needed back was myself
but i don't think she's there anymorethere's still parts of me that are dying,
i'm just too numb to feel it anymoreyou're gone,
you don't love me anymoreyou sucked the life out of me and went on
i'm trying to find the stiches and needles to sew me backbut i will never be the same
it's like breaking a glass,
you glue it back,
but you can tell it's been brokenyou see the lines from the cracks that were made in the glass
parts of me died,
but you will never bring them back to life
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secrets i've kept hidden (a poetry story)
Poetryi have secrets, we have secrets, you and i, we were made of glass friends aren't really your friend, family isn't always blood the demon fucking with my head here's my story