secrets i've kept hidden (a poetry story)

the main character

he writes poetry,
i write poetry

he puts his shame on paper,
i put my tears on the line

i took you as you were,
but it wasn't enough

i trusted you,
my heart is broken

it gets ugly before it gets beautiful

i hope you grew since then,

i miss more than i can put into words

your heart seems to have sunken a little bit,

my heart sunk to my feet,
and i'm having a hard time bringing it back up

you're up at 5 am
and
so am i

i never wanted to go there

we should never go there

i feel like i will never be the same,
before you,
and
after you

it was supposed to be us at the end,
but i guess love died along the way

i have zero thoughts,
i just sit there,
staring my closet,
my ceiling

i hate myself,
i need you more than ever right now

if i don't have you in the end,
it's okay,

because i will die loving you

always been the main character in my story,

you sit in my heart,

somedays it feels heavier than other

but today,
tonight

i'm drowning

i need you,

please

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