you struggle to know how i feel,
trust,
is hard for me
the lover girl in me,
is dying
i stopped caring,
showing it
you wish you knew how i felt about you
you wish you knew about what's happening in my life
the men i have lined up,
talking shit wasn't enough
i never knew you liked that,
you stalk me,
ask about me,
but you get nothing
you wish you knew
you wish you knew
i was never gonna be chosen
the girl let's call her isha
what happened to the wedding ring?
right
there was never gonna be a wedding
people say all sort of thing,
i said the truth
you wish you fuckin knew
who was loving on me
who was making my eyes roll back
who's son i blew out
you wish you knew what i said about you,
that arrest can't be a secret forever
did she know?
or you just told someone on facetime for a couple months about your past?
you wish you knew
how my life evolved
you wish it was you,
lie all you want,
no one's ever gonna love you like i did
you wish you knew
YOU ARE READING
secrets i've kept hidden (a poetry story)
Poetryi have secrets, we have secrets, you and i, we were made of glass friends aren't really your friend, family isn't always blood the demon fucking with my head here's my story
