sometimes i wonder why what i do
and
how i show affection isn't enough
you meet someone and it's all good at first
then just switches up
days turn into months
contact slows down
the flirting just dies off
and you're left with the thought of removing them
forever
i did before,
instantly regretted it
came back,
things just got worse
i miss how he was,
i don't like this new him
i don't even know this man even though i've been in his car so many times
we kissed so many times
we touched so many times
we exchanged compliments so many times
but the one thing was missing was his effort
it slowly went down the drain
i deserve better
one morning i woke up,
and i realized i didn't want to go through it anymore and took him off everything
what you want me to do
i tried
he didn't even want to talk about himself,
so what was the point in talking to him
if he cares,
he will message me
if he will be in my life,
he will
but for now,
this remains a mystery i cannot foresee
i can usually read people very well
but with him,
it's nearly impossible
i don't know what goes through his mind
i don't know what he truly thinks
but what i do know is that at the beginning
i never wanted to stop feeling what he made me feel
i miss him,
but i have to leave him behind
for real this time
you never know what the future holds
but for now,
this is my world
and you only exist in it if i want you to
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secrets i've kept hidden (a poetry story)
Poetryi have secrets, we have secrets, you and i, we were made of glass friends aren't really your friend, family isn't always blood the demon fucking with my head here's my story
