obsession

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this is killing me,
because i don't know what to do
or
how to feel

he's imprinted on my brain

the felon could never be replaced,

years go by,
i never thought i feel like this

ever

again

but,
i did

here i am,
waiting,
when none of this is worth it,
but,

the thought of you walking away from me

shatters my heart,
numbness on my hands and feet

the feeling of,
"i can't loose you"
type feeling

showing too much love,
can get boring,

so,
let me take a step back

don't abandon me like the felon did

i don't know who's worse,

you
or
him

this obsession is killing me,
i might need you to fix the hole the felon left in my chest years ago

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