i learnt it with time,
no matter how hard i try,
nothing ever goes my way
flowers are dying
clouds are crashing
the hole in my chest is opening up again
i feel tied,
my mouth is tapped
and i am being tortured
but mentally,
i jumped deep down in the water,
i feel like no one will save me
saving is an understatement
words hurt,
but god shows you is evil behind your back
and it comes and shows in ways that you may not like
i still haven't healed d,
what makes you think my behaviour will ever change
this is who i am now
i say keep getting better
but when will i see the results
i am deep in the water,
and i can't breathe
YOU ARE READING
secrets i've kept hidden (a poetry story)
Şiiri have secrets, we have secrets, you and i, we were made of glass friends aren't really your friend, family isn't always blood the demon fucking with my head here's my story
