it's like ripping petals off the roses,
"love me, love me not"
until i get to the last petal to determine my fate
you seem to have it all,
very cockybut handsome and a voice like gold
live streaming to texting,
someone like you deserves a girl who will love you downyou got mad at me,
cause i did what i had to do and moved on because wishing me a happy birthday was not even on your list of the bare minimumyou wemt from insulting me,
to raising your ego,
to coming back on my live stream talking about how you don't want me,but you care,
tell me how that makes sense,
i proceeded to ask him,
and he had no answer for meother then saying
"i don't know"
and leavesno one will ever truly no me,
because no one wants toi'm still ripping the petals off my rose,
i don't think i can finish itbecause there's nothing to determine
you were a boy online,
who i was attracted toi'm sorry you feel that way,
i'm not "fake" and "messy" and a "hoe"
like you say i ambut coming back and telling me you care is just toxic
if you're jealous then just say that,
cause i know how it feels when the guy i want talks to other girlsi did like you,
and showed obvious signshow did you not notice
we felt the same way,
but you chose to stay street wiseyou knew i was talking to other guys,
and you were talking to other girlsso why does it matter who i talk to?
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secrets i've kept hidden (a poetry story)
Poetryi have secrets, we have secrets, you and i, we were made of glass friends aren't really your friend, family isn't always blood the demon fucking with my head here's my story