Behind Closed Doors

Whoop, There he is!

*Incoming Message on Kik from Marcel*

SneakerHead97: Aubree?

PrincessBree: Yeah?

SneakerHead97: wassup?

PrincessBree: Nothing Much, what’s up with you?

SneakerHead97:Same, what you doing tonight?

PrincessBree: Catching up on homework. I’m almost finished and then I’m going to be really bored, You?

SneakerHead97: Trying to think of what I'm about to wear. Got to look fly for the ladies. ;)

PrincessBree: oh for real? What ladies lil player? And  where are you going Mr. I'm So Busy on a Monday Night? *sarcastic voice*

SneakerHead97: well if you must know, I am about to be on my way to your house.

PrincessBree: No you're not. You aren't just going to drop by my house when you feel like it -_-. What you thought this was?

SneakerHead97: Girl please, stop with the tough act. You know you want to see your man. what's your address?

PrincessBree: my man? Last time I checked I’m as single as a dollar bill. And I’m not about to give you my address little boy, are you crazy?

SneakerHead97:not for long ;) and Little boy? Girl I am a grown man, you going to make me have to show you. *buffs up chest*

PrincessBree: bird chest LITTLE BOY! Grown? you still live with your mama, you aren't grown crazy child.

SneakerHead97: I'm older than you. And I’m not crazy. A fine girl whose interested in me and I’m crazy? girl I’m insane! But for real  I'm not crazy, I’m just trying to chill with you, so calm down. I just want to get to know you. You seem legit, wifey type.

PrincessBree: lol, I’m not going for it. All boys say they all they want to do is “chill”, you aren’t fooling me, not by a longshot. But for real marcel, be real with me. do you want to chill or chill chill? Because I’ve been hurt and if you trying to chill chill, we can end this conversation  right now.

SneakerHead97:  I wish I was there so I could show you how sincere I am. I’m not trying to break your heart or toy with your feelings. I’m going to be real with you and let you know I think you are way past beautiful and I wouldn’t mind hooking up with you, but I’m not about to rush this because of temptation, all I want to do is chill, hang out, enjoy your company. Is that alright? Plus I already told you earlier that I don't want you. Lol. Now give me the address.

PrincessBree: thanks for understanding, it's 6162 Calloway Dr.

SneakerHead97: Alright, go get dressed sexy, be there in 10. Bye.

10 minutes. How in the HELL am I going to get ready in 10 minutes. I run to my closet and decided to go casual but cute. I put on a strapless pink dip dye maxi dress with some nude wedges. I look at the clock and I have 5 minutes left. oh god. time for hair and makeup. I put my hair in some stylish high bun and slapped on some baby pink eye shadow and pink gloss and I was ready to go. I had 1 minute to spare. *beep beep*. I practically ran down the stairs and open the door just in time to see him at the door. GOD, he looked good. He wore a NY Yankees baseball tee some jeans that squeezed him just right and some fly Jordan's. I'm not going to lie, he can dress. I'm slightly impressed. I love a guy that can dress.

"hey beautiful, you ready for a night you won’t regret?" he beams. Lord give me strength!

Throughout the entire date, I laughed, smiled, and had a giddy attitude. I had an AMAZING TIME. Like, he's kind of perfect. Although I must admit, The date was a little cliché, you know the traditional Dinner and a movie. It was low key but sweet. He took me to olive garden and we ate and talked. He told me stuff about his childhood. He's from Brooklyn, has 2 sisters (an 18 and a 5 year old), he's really smart, a sweetie pie, we connect. At the end of the dinner, he took me to Movies 400 and we saw that new movie called <>. He held my hand the entire time, he's obviously a closet romantic. Even though the date was wonderful, I found something a bit strange. During the whole movie he was texting and stepping out for phone calls. He said it was urgent but I brushed it off. I really like him. He kept complimenting me. Aw. At the end of the date, on the way home, he stopped in some grassland and told me to step out. It was late in the night and the sky looked wonderful. I slowly walked to where Marcel was standing,

"please don't tell me this is the part of the date where you take the young girl in the woods and murders her?" I exclaim. And he burst out laughing, so hard that his eyes were watering.

"I am not going to kill you, ha-ha. I'm going to kiss you." he says stepping closer to me. He puts his hands gently on my waist. He pulls me closer so that now we are chest to chest. My heart is beating rapidly while I looking into his eyes. I remain my balance even though my legs got all jelly-like.

"oh really? What if I say.. (gco)

All I feel is his moist lips on mine. They moved together in a sweet harmony. He tasted like peppermint. His lips were soft and attentive. He was really patient. I wrapped my arm around his waist, trying to get into it. But it seemed like something switched and he became urgent. Like the kiss was all he had. He grabbed my head pulling me closer, but I just stayed still, I was slightly turned off. I know you’re wondering: were there Fireworks? No. Tingles? No. Any pleasure at all? Yes?!? I mean don't get me wrong, I enjoyed it. He has pillow lips, I just wasn't all into it. I wasn’t dizzy at the end, my breath wasn’t shallow. It was not as imagined. His lips felt foreign. At that moment, all that was running through my mind was can I kiss these lips every day for forever and not have the mini heart attacks every time? I don't know. Is this a sign??