Falling for all the wrong reasons.

Mother

Friday ~ arrived

Me and Charles arrived in arrived in Monza about 3 hours later.

The whole flight I just sat there with my headphones on trying to break away from the world.

But once we arrived we came face to face with probably the most amount of paparazzi Iv ever seen.

"OLIVIA WHEN ARE YOU ABLE TO RACE AGAIN"

"OLIVIA ARE YOU AND CHARLES DATING"

"CHARLES DO YOU NOT FEEL JUDGED FOR DATING YOUR BEST FRIENDS EX"

We shock the questions off as best as we could attempting to enter our car but we both got pushed aside separating.

"Olivia do you think your good enough to be in formula 1"

"I believe I have talent yes" I said smiling.

"Mhm sure" one said. I turned around to see who it was but the figure was in clear.

Before I could react Charles grabbed my arm and pulled me into the car along with him.

"You alright" he said putting a hand on my shoulder.

"I'm fine" I said annoyed. "Can you drop me off down the road please?" I said looking at the driver who simply nodded.

Charles looked as if he wanted to say something but he didn't.

Once the car stopped I practically jumped out and ran as fast as I could. No one could see me nor did I want them too.

I ran through the field looking for what I wanted until I finally found it.

I sat down in front of it and started crying.

"Hi mum" I said through sobs.

*Lando Norris*

As me and Carlos landed I wanted to get away as soon as possible.

I pushed past the paparazzi and jumped into the car as fast as I could.

I didn't want to deal with them at the minute.

As I was following the car in front they suddenly made an emergency stop, and out jumped Olivia. She ran and ran, as far away from the car as she could get.

I don't know why but I let my curiosity get the better of me. I pulled up and got out. Following Olivia.

When i saw her I was shocked. The sight almost brought me to tears.

"Mum I don't know if I can anymore. Iv been having panic attacks more frequently and the paparazzi always seem to follow me." She said through sobs. "Dad isn't much better but I can bare him."

I was about to put my hand on her shoulder when her next sentence stopped me.

"I know I say I hate him but I seriously like lando. I probably wouldn't be here without him. You know he saved me today" she said laughing. "He just doesn't seem to see me for me I guess."

After she said that I sat down beside her. At fist she was shocked but soon calmed down.

"Oh" she said looking at me then back at the gravestone in front of us. As her tears fell I saw how hurt she actually was.

Everyone saw her as Olivia Gallo the brave passionate woman who seems to hope from driver to driver, but no one knew the true Olivia Gallo.

I knew no matter what I said wouldn't help.

I had no clue how her life was not had I ever been in this situation, so I just hugged her. Hoping my comfort was better than my words and by how her face lit up, I'm guessing it did.

*Olivia Gallo*

When lando first sat down I thought he would ask as many questions as possible or take the p!ss out of me but no.

He actually seemed to comfort me.

He hugged me and I returned the gesture. His arms made me feel safe and I couldn't help but feel protected.

I pulled away and wiped my tears and he smiled.

"Liv ever want to talk to me in here" he said before getting up and leaving.

My heart melted. Lando actually seemed to care.

The way his presents lit my whole face up said it all really. I liked lando.

*******

The next morning I got an emergency phone call from Leo at about 3am saying how I need to meet him in his room in about 5 Minutes.

I got up with reluctantly and threw on some clothes before finally walking over to Leo's room which was only down the hall.

I don't know why but he seemed exited to see me.

"You best have a good fuxking reasons for this" I said as we both sat down.

"Liv..." he paused. He started to frown and I down so to. Iv never seen someone look so serious. "I spoke to your doctor....AND YOU CAN RACE THIS WEEKEND" he said before throwing his arms around me.

I could process it. I can race?

I jumped up and down in excitement. I'm sure we woke up about 20 fuxking people but I didn't care.

I CAN RACE.

I CAN MAKE MY MUM PROUD.

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I can't spelling for sh!t 😃🤞.

Also I just remembered the Japan GP was when Jules died and it brought me to tears.