𝐂𝐈𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐒 & 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 - 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐆

26 | trying and trying

I never want to let you down
Or have you go, it's better off this way
⁺ 𓂋 𓈒

"Is your mom home?" I ask as soon as Minho opens the door.

Minho furrows his brows and looks out to the driveway where his mom's car is gone. "Pretty sure she's gone" He looks back at me with a small smile, clueless on where my head was at until I push my lips to him.

Walking us both inside the house and he chuckles against my lips. Pulling away he says "I don't think I'll ever get used to this"

I shrugged and without thinking I said "You better start"

It was either shock that filled his eyes or happiness, I wasn't sure as a smug look found his face. He closes the front door and motions to his room "Race you there" He shouts before running up the stairs

I groan loudly "That's cheating!" I run up the stairs and to his room. I walk in to find him smiling at me while he sits on the edge of his bed. "You cheated"

My silver-haired friend rolls his eyes "You're a sore loser"

I close his door and walk closer to him "Or you could've given me a head start, I hate running"

He stares up at me "Your stamina is shit"

I hum and run my finger through his hair "No, I don't think it's that bad" I lock eyes with him.

He chuckles "Right," He says sarcastically.

"Wanna find out for yourself?" He grows serious and my hands drop from his hair as I stand in front of him "Aren't you curious?"

"Curious about what?"

"Me?" I said immediately "All of this"

Minho's eyes rank my body and he hums "I've always been" He looks me in the eyes and grabs my hand "But what if it isn't the right time? We don't have to rush any of this Ji"

"I know" I shake my head "But I—I want this" I start "I know you're scared to try anything and trust me I am too but I can't push this feeling away anymore"

Minho stands up and grabs my face into his hands, kissing me gently. His tongue roamed my mouth and pulled away, "Can we try it?"

Minho smirks "It?"

I groan, "Don't play dumb right now Minho" I look at him "I want to do this, for real"

His arms snake around me and he grabs a handful of my ass, making me push him away and land on his bed—laughing loudly.

"I'm being serious" I pout.

Minho props himself onto his elbows "I was too" The smug look never leaving his face "Dead serious sweetheart"

I look around "Oh"

Minho sits up again "This is why I think we should take things slow, whatever you want to call this" He shrugs "It's new for you and so I get that some things you are up for and other things still take time, I understand that"

I contemplate for a second before climbing onto him, surprising him. "I want to take things slow, but I also really want to do this"

He pushes my hair behind my ear "Then who am I to stop this" Minho says before kissing me more eagerly. He stood up easily, laying me on the bed as he now hovered over me. Pulling away and kissing my neck softly "Tell me how much you want me" He says against my skin"

My thoughts filled with pleasure as I felt his hands and lips on my skin, "I want you" We sit up and pull off our shirts, staring into each other's eyes "So fucking much"