Destiny

8.I am not strong

Win

Because of my responsibility, i bring my mom to the hospital today. Honestly i just want to stay home and ignore everything. After meeting bright last six month, i still cant trace where he live right now. But looking at who he with , i know there is no way , i will get bright info . He is with the biggest tycoon.
Its like destiny. Our family has been enemy since forever. I really dont want to continue this legacy. I want to start new and forget about old feud. But right now, i am in confuse situation. I want to get bright back. Its mean i need to compete with bible.

During my mom treatment, i walk to get some fresh air. I already start working because i want to be metawin my love want me to be. I want to be someone he adore. Bright, i quickly run to him. I cant believe my luck today. I hug him tight. I miss him so much. But when bible come, i know this nor gonna end well. How can bright involved with bible. I know i need to be careful. I try my best to beg him to come back, but he choose to follow bible. I try to leave but i cant, my legs automaticly follow him and bible. Its really break my heart when i see , he look so happy playing with old couple and taking picture together. I never imagine this. He look so happy and comfortable with bible. I quickly hiding when i see bible leave the ward. After looking at bright for the last time , i walk to bible and confront him. They way he reply and act so arrogant. I cant help but to hate him. I promise, i will get my baby back.

Win, let have dinner together, my mom call me when she see me. Thank you mom, i am not hungry, i said and go into my room. I cant be the metawin i used to be. I really cant pretend to happy and only focus on my business. All of them demand me to the leader included him, my love. I will be the leader they want and they will lost me as metawin. They wont see happy go lucky metawin anymore. The happy win already dead the day bright leave him .

The world still ask where did the famous couple go. They disapear overnight. No one know what happen to us. Today here i am in a big pretige gala. I can see a few important and famous people from the industry before. But no one dare to approach me. I was surrounded by my people. It was grand and lively  event but i feel dull. I dont find anything that can amuse me. I am here as our family leader, as a business man. I never show this side of me before. The more successful i am, the colder i become. I cant feel anything. I just miss my baby. I am waiting for him. I make sure bright will come today. That the only thing I focus right now.  Phi, emely softly call me. I look at her with still face. She is trying to match my steps. I felt sorry for her so i slow down a bit. I stand proud there  and ignore everyone who want to please me. I am waiting for my life. Nothing important than that. I let emely hold my arm. But i never look or talk to her.  After a while i can here guest start whispering. I can see a group of people come with dark aura. Everyone look prestige and again the flattering begin. Everyone focus on the leader except me. I immediately looking for my baby. Where is he, why he is not here I ask and focus on the group. I felt a bit sad and before i turn to leave, i can see bible suddenly turn behind his back and gently pull  bright to stand beside him. I stop breathing for a while. Is he this beautiful before, or i just miss him too much, i ask myself. After i calm down, i push emely hand and walk to bible team. My eyes never leave my baby. Hi, nice to meet you i said and reach out to shake hand with my love.  Bible look at me and then bright. Nice to meet you too bible said and shake my hand instead of bright. I look at him and nod. Then again, i reach out to shake hand with bright. He look fluster and look at bible. Bible nod and he slowly accept my hand. How are you, i ask while holding his hand. Fine, he reply  and try to pull his hand. Can we talk, i ask him who now look fluster. I think all people around us notice how he is uncomfortable and this is ackward. He try to pull his hand but i hold him thighter. Can we, i ask again. With all reluctant he finally nod. I can see bible turn red and holding himself. Phi, emely come and hold my hand. But i still hold bright hand and look at his eyes. I can see how his eyes look at emely. Please, he said and look at me. I slowly release his hand and he immediately turn around but bible hold his waist tightly and make him stay at his place. He look at bible who now cold as ice.  Bible look at bright and i can see how his expression become gentle. Stay, he said slowly but firm.
This way boss, my people suddenly interupt and i dont have a choice but to leave. Before i leave i can see how ,
bible blocking him from everyone and all his people surround him.
I am sorry baby, i need to check on how you feel. I still can feel the love. I can see that you are hurt.

What are you doing, my dad yell at me when he see me. I just walk to my room without reply to my dad. Everyone can see how bible are red with anger but the truth is, i am the lost side. I cant win his braveness to bring bright to the public and prestige event like tonight.  Its like, he annoucing bright to the world. He dont even care about people perceptions. He is that strong.
He is the one who decide his life, he own his own life not like me. I am not strong and brave enough.  My baby always choose the best.  He find a strong man for me to fight. I can see where this will go, but I still have his love. I wont give up. I miss you baby. I miss you so much.

04.10.23