Heartbreak Girl (H.S) (New Girl Sequel)

Chapter 46: Doctor's Appointments & Tears

Ivy's POV

Numbness that's all I felt after my doctor's appointment as I sat out in Ana's car that I had borrowed from her.

I didn't even realize that hot tears were pouring down my cheeks until I went to check my mirrors. My make-up ran down my cheeks and make me look like a raccoon.

Sobs began to fall from my lips.

This was the worst time for this to happen. Why did it have to happen to me? Why couldn't it be some other girl torn between her boyfriend and ex lover?

I didn't even have the strength to shift the car out of park. How was I suppose to drive home?

Call Ana, my conscious told me.

I sniffled and dried my face off with the wad of Kleenex's that I had grabbed in the doctor's. With shaky hands, I reached in my purse and pulled out my phone.

Ana's name was the first name on my contact list.

"Ivy? What did the doctor's say?" She instantly answered.

"Can you come pick me up?" I sobbed. "I don't think I can drive and I'm just a mess right now-"

"I'll be right there."
•••
Ana and I sat in the drive way after returning home, for what felt like hours. I just sobbed while she sat there in shock of my news.

"What are you gonna do?" She finally asked.

"I don't know," I shrugged. "All I know is that I need to talk to Ben. I can't keep this from him."

Ana reached over and wrapped her arms around me for a tight hug.

"No matter what, your father and I will be there to support you. You his daughter and my step-daughter. We're family."

"Thank you for everything Ana," I sniffled. "I consider you more of my mother than my birth mother."

Ana nodded and rubbed my back.

We finally broke the hug and dried our eyes that were overflowing with tears.

"So.. um. I think I'm gonna take a cab to Birmingham or something. I need to talk to Ben right away."

She nodded, "I'll help you pack an overnight bag."
•••

After arriving in Birmingham, I used the key that Ben gave me to get in his house and sat around for hours, waiting for Ben to get home from work.

Hours of me sitting on his couch, crying, and preparing what I was gonna tell him.

How am I suppose to tell him?

It's gonna break him. It's gonna hurt worse than with Carson. It's gonna hurt like hell for both Ben and I.

Why was I stupid enough to sleep with Harry? If I hadn't slept with Harry, I'd be living a perfectly free life with Ben and without Harry and-

"Hello?" I heard Ben's voice call out from the front door.

I took a deep breath before picking myself up off the couch and walking out of the living room.

"Ivy?" Ben's face lit up until he saw my puffy eyes and tear stained cheeks. "What's wrong?"

He sat his briefcase down and placed his hands on my hips.

"I'm so sorry Ben-" I choke on my sobs. "I made the stupidest choice when I was in California."

Ben's face dropped, as well as his hands from my hips. He knew instantly what I had done. His face broke my heart and made my sobs come pouring out harder.

"You slept with Harry, didn't you?" His jaw clenched in anger.

I couldn't even form words, instead nodding my head in response.

"You got back from California weeks ago!" His voice raised to levels I had never heard Ben's voice go. "What is making you tell me now?!"

"I'm pregnant," I cupped my face in my hands, too ashamed to even look at Ben right now.

Ben kicked the wall in anger.

"I want you out of my house!" He yelled. "I want your cheating, slutty ass out of my house right now! I never want to see you, Harry Styles, or hell that poor child you two created!"

Ben popped the front door open and pointed for me to leave.