Being a carter. (Eastenders)

Ten

I look at Mick standing there looking at me and at that point in time I would have done anything for the floor to open up and swallow me up.
"Say something Mick" I say looking at him "Mick please" I beg hating the deadly silence coming from him.

Mick walks over to me and gently ushers me back into our room closing the bedroom door.
i sit on the bed looking up at him waiting for him to speak but he doesn't
"Mick" I said getting his attention "can you just say something yell at me if you want to but please I'm hating the silence"
"Why would I yell at you Elle?" He said his a whisper
"I dunno I'm just not liking the silence from you"
"Sorry I'm trying to take what you said in, so your pregnant?, how do you know?"
"Hospital told me when they rung, I then Got a test to confirm it" I got off the bed and looked into my bag and pulled out the test throwing it to Mick he caught it and looked at the test seeing the word pregnant like I did earlier he looked at it taking it in.
"I can't believe this baby" he said throwing the test on the bed looking over to me.
"I know right" I look over to him with tears running down my cheeks
"I'm sorry" I cry
"What for" Mick said walking over to me cupping my face in his hands
"This, being pregnant"
"You have nothing to be sorry for Ellie. it's been a shock but I'm happy I can't believe it we going to have a baby"
I look up at Mick with a slight smile "are you really happy"
"Yeah why wouldn't I be, to be having a baby with the woman I love. we will finally be complete"
I smile at him and he leans down kissing my lips.

I wake up the next morning and I lay on my back pushing Mick slightly off me I lay there for a minute till Mick starts kissing my cheek
"Hey did I wake you" I mutter threw his kisses
"Yeah"
"Sorry" I chuckle about to get out off bed
"Hey where you going" mick said pulling me back in bed
"Breakfast"
"I will get you breakfast" Mick said climbing in top of me kissing around my neck down to my tummy looking up at me with a smile.
"What?" I said looking at him
"I just can't believe there's a little carter in there"
Mick kisses my tummy again and gets out of bed and leaves the bedroom in my robe.

I lay there for awhile and then Mick walks in placing a plate of toast and tea on the side.
As soon as I look at the buttered toast and I smell it a really sickly feeling comes over me and I jump out off bed and run to the bathroom hearing Mick calling to me wondering what was wrong.
I vomit up not much due to my tummy being rather empty.
Mick kneels down next to pulling my hair to the side
"Okay?" He asked
"Not really the smell of the toast made me feel rather icky" I said sitting back
Mick pulls me into him and I lay back feeling a little better