ONE TIME | ISAAC WADDINGTON

give it some time to grow

*pretty important author's note at the end about an idea i have for another Isaac fic so if you like my writing and are interested in that then make sure you read the note at the end!!!!*

 

EMERALD'S POV::

 

I adjusted the black hat on my head as I sat down on the large patch of grass beside the swings in the park down the street from my house. Isaac sat down beside me and dropped his bag on to the floor.

It was finally somewhat sunny, which was definitely a rare occurrence in England so I had on black short sleeved dress that had flowers on it and came down to just above my knees. There were more people in the park than usual, some families with young children that I recognised as some of my neighbours.

Isaac had convinced me to come and sit up here and take a break from writing lyrics so that we could talk some more and get to know each other more. It was nicer when you knew the person you spent a lot of time kissing; especially since I was staying over his house tonight.

I pulled my round sunglasses off of my face and set them down on the ground before taking my phone out of Isaac's bag and putting my music on shuffle. I smiled when 'Dark Paradise' by Lana Del Rey came on.

I led down on my back and put my arms behind my head, Isaac soon copied my actions and we were led side by side with our eyes closed to shield them from the luminous sun. I propped myself up on my elbow and leaned over, pressing my lips to his.

He lifted one of his hands and cupped my cheek, holding my head in place and he smiled against my lips before I pulled away. I looked over my shoulder to see a cute old couple smiling at us.

I looked back at Isaac to see him furrowing his eyebrows, as if he was thinking really hard about something.

"What're you thinking about?" I asked.

"What are we?" He replied.

I sighed, I knew this question would come soon and to be honest I didn't know what we were. I didn't really do relationships, I hated them, but I knew that we were more friends.

I mean, friends didn't just casually make out a lot did they?

"I don't know, Isaac. But I do know that you wouldn't want to be with me. Every time I close my eyes, it's like a dark paradise, I'm f*cked up to be honest. You're so amazing though, like, no one compares to you." I explained.

"How are you f*cked up?" He frowned, ignoring whatever else I had said.

"I wasn't always like this. I didn't always smoke and drink and skip school all the time. I had good grades and everything, then my dad got really bad and I guess I just rebelled." I muttered as I pulled a packet of cigarettes out of Isaac's bag.

"You're not f*cked up though, you can get better." Isaac sighed.

"Don't be so sure about that." I winced, lighting a cigarette in my mouth.

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song and picture of emerald's outfit is above!

SORRY I DIDN'T UPDATE. I stayed over my best friend's house on Saturday and then on Sunday when i got home i was so tired omg like i was gonna update i swear but i just went to sleep :D and i just started my end of year exams so there's that but i'm honestly not too fussed about them tbh because this time i know what i'm expecting, it's not like i'm in year 7 again so it's all good.

 

RIGHT SO THIS IS URGENT ATTENTION PEEPS:::  so back in the day i had another wattpad account and i wrote a fic inspired by the saints row franchise (video games that focus on a gang '3rd street saints') and i found it the other day and i was thinking maybe i could turn it into a 1d fic maybe even an Isaac fic so just lemme know what you think about that, i think it could be hella cool tho so comment below if you're still reading this note and are interested in that.

 

I'll definitely have another chapter out tonight, maybe even two because chapter 14 is hella short.

 

Also the playlist for this is almost finished too, i just need to sort out like 4 more songs and i'll upload it.

 

Anyway, so if any of you are interested in sws or ptv or ship kellic or whatever then i have two kellic fics up right now(the fear of falling apart and hells angels) if you're interested in that and anyone who's a fan of 5sos my 5sos au is almost finished (A.D.D) so there's that

 

Sorry about this long author's note, i just like telling people loads of stuff idk why sorry c:

 

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