All I Know | Bojan Cvjetićanin

18. Are You Jealous, Bojč?

Eva's POV

It was already dark when Joker Out was scheduled to go on stage. The boys had all changed into new outfits for the performance, and each of them ended up looking mighty fine, Bojan a little more than the others. The combination of the black pants with some subtle glitter and the slightly goofy white button up covered with dogs and the sleeves rolled up halfway, showing off the countless fan made bracelets he was wearing made me think sinful things. "Good luck Bojči." I whispered after we shared a short kiss just before the boys were leaving to go on stage.

From that moment on, I watched the boys from the side stage. Compared to yesterday, I was much more relaxed watching them. It was such a relief not having to worry about ruining the surprise with Bojan seeing me before he was supposed to. It wasn't just me who seemed more relaxed. Bojan was more energetic and playful compared to the previous concert. With him not being sleep deprived this time around that might seem like an obvious thing, but the last time around I would've never guessed he wasn't feeling alright, and in hindsight it was scary how well he had been able to hide just how bad he was doing.

But seeing the boys, all of whom I could genuinely call my friends in the short time I had known them, on stage, seeing the crowd all fired up, it was almost impossible to think back of what happened last night. I sang and danced along with the songs, with my eyes remaining locked on Bojan for nearly the entire concert. How could I not? No one could deny that he was a very attractive man, but hearing him sing, seeing them in that outfit, especially when he was playing the guitar as well ...it did certain things to me.

This time around, when the boys left the stage, Bojan walked straight up to me. I couldn't care less about how sweaty he was. The moment he was within reach, the kiss we shared was filled with passion, the way it was supposed to be when I came to surprise him.

Our foreheads rested against each other after we broke apart, my hand tightly gripping his shirt. "Get a room you fuckers!" Kris shouted as he walked past us.

"Don't give us any ideas." I laughed and slowly let go of Bojan to give the crew more space to do their job and clear up the stage. And so that Bojan could head backstage, use one of the showers and change into a new outfit that was a little less sweaty.

When the two of us returned to the dressing room, Jure and Jan were still outside smoking, while Kris and Nace had already turned up the music and pretty much shoved a shot in our hands. The liquor burnt in my throat, while it didn't seem to affect the boys at all.

As the boys were all leaving to freshen up, Sophia was one of the first crew members to join me in the dressing room. "How was your first full Joker Out concert?"

"I had such a great time. They really smashed it out there." I said, feeling the smile on my face grow as all my favourite parts of the concerts crossed my mind again. "I've seen many concerts in my life, but this was really something else."

Sophia looked at me, a smirk forming on her face. "You're more than a little biased though."

I burst into laughter and quickly took a large gulp of my drink. The girls knew what was going on between Bojan and me, and I knew my feelings for Bojan definitely contributed to how much I enjoyed the concert. It was just so weird to have other people notice it. "It's that obvious isn't it?"

"I've seen the way you two look at each other, it's not like you guys are trying to hide it."

Before I could reply, Kris plopped on the couch in between the two of us, handing each of us another small plastic cup containing a shot of liquor. "Bottoms up!"

I playfully rolled my eyes at Sophia behind Kris' back before downing the shot. "That's my last one of the night." Tomorrow the boys had another concert before having a few days off, and Bojan already mentioned going to a karaoke bar and clubbing after. If I wanted to be worth something tomorrow I couldn't get blackout drunk tonight either.